人ってさ、いつも何かを考えていて、何も考えてる時なんてないよね。
でもいちいち考える感情がなかったらって思うことって時々ある。
例えば‥人の言葉で自分の感情が左右されたり。
たわいもないその一言がやけにぐさっと突き刺さったり。
言ってる張本人は何も気にしてなかったり…
I wish you could read this.
I dont know, but i really need to cry.
what you told me brought back my feeling when i was told xxx.
somehow i knew, but it didnt seem like it's true. and i didnt wanna believe that was really happening.
i was hurt, make myself to forget xxx.
it seemes i couldnt get over with xxx, but there he was.
not gonna mention who HE is, but...
you know?
life is complicated. it never be easy.
but if you can always think from different aspect when something happens, that ease us to get through the problem you've got.
病み。
病む。
その人にしたら迷惑かもしらんが、自分に当てはめて考えてしまう。
‥とやっぱりつらい。
今日はThey dont care about us by Michael Jackson's message.