Where could I write?... At least here.
I don't know what's happening exactly, it's just...weird.
Last week was so good. I found what I needed to find, everything seemed to be okay.
This week was a bit dfferent. I was so happy to spend a good evening with my real friends. Seven on a bed to watch a film, yeah. Then I had to go back to school on thursday. I couldn't sleep all night and had a high temperature on the morning. I didn't go, my father thought it was swine flu, I went to the doctor, he didn't know what it was, but no swine flu for sure.
I don't believe in chance. This has been made by my mind. I didn't want to go to school. I don't wanna go now. This is holy shit for me. It's just all about brainwashing with their social succeed. It's something like "Work hard, waste the best years of your life, you'll be happy when you'll be 80, in retirement, old, vagetables." It sounds so good, isn't it? Yep. Fulfilling.
So now, what am I going to do? That's the question...
Leave far away. Well, not so far, just enough.
What am I going to do?
Who cares...Not me. I believe. That's all I need. I'm faithfull.
I need to find something, somewhere.
Here there's just...people. Not my friends for the most of them.
I haven't got any friends in my class, I mean real friends. People are just like....They admit only some sides of your personnality. If they don't wanna see some side of you character, they're gonna act like it wouldn't exist. For fuck sake, stop answering when you want. I talkin to you, fools.
I don't wanna go back there. I don't care about A-levels or any degree.
Let me go.
I don't know what's happening exactly, it's just...weird.
Last week was so good. I found what I needed to find, everything seemed to be okay.
This week was a bit dfferent. I was so happy to spend a good evening with my real friends. Seven on a bed to watch a film, yeah. Then I had to go back to school on thursday. I couldn't sleep all night and had a high temperature on the morning. I didn't go, my father thought it was swine flu, I went to the doctor, he didn't know what it was, but no swine flu for sure.
I don't believe in chance. This has been made by my mind. I didn't want to go to school. I don't wanna go now. This is holy shit for me. It's just all about brainwashing with their social succeed. It's something like "Work hard, waste the best years of your life, you'll be happy when you'll be 80, in retirement, old, vagetables." It sounds so good, isn't it? Yep. Fulfilling.
So now, what am I going to do? That's the question...
Leave far away. Well, not so far, just enough.
What am I going to do?
Who cares...Not me. I believe. That's all I need. I'm faithfull.
I need to find something, somewhere.
Here there's just...people. Not my friends for the most of them.
I haven't got any friends in my class, I mean real friends. People are just like....They admit only some sides of your personnality. If they don't wanna see some side of you character, they're gonna act like it wouldn't exist. For fuck sake, stop answering when you want. I talkin to you, fools.
I don't wanna go back there. I don't care about A-levels or any degree.
Let me go.