Soo its been a while since I last posted えー its nostalgic..to come on here 

 Crazy.. dont remember the last time I posted.. jesus 笑い泣き
Today..has been a sucky Day...i feel ..lost..lonely..and mad i guess....
To find that the country you grew up in..hates your kind...lol..that..im always bother by ppl..ショボーン...im a good person..but they  over do it..

That..my friend..only calls me..when he wants...ガーンムカムカムカムカ..ugh...
That in reality only i am feeling the full impact of these events ..while others..dont have a care in the world...

グッ how much i do want to go see my grandma...ugh..ショボーンお願いショボーン...

This job situation...ugh...
Cant really convey my feelings much..