i really wanna improve my english skill -_- english is sooo difficult n i cant show what i want to say. im nervous cuz of it, but i dont know what sohuld i do from now? anyway, i went to the hospital for study and i did it for 4hours, but it's not enogh>< i yearn more time...


by the way, i went to the class today, n i talked with my classmate, badi, he is arabic, n suddnaly he put his pen on my eraser, i knew he always put it on his eraser, also i thought "is that arabic custom?" but i think its not arabic custom, cuz the other arabic dont it., so its just his custom. anyway why did he it to me? i was surprised at it, i dont take care of it so much, but i should scold him lol but i couldnt say anything at once.. just said"No!"

humm.... i couldnt speak english fulently, that is just one example, why im so nervous about english.

i wanna speak english wel!!n i wanna more talk with my classmates n teachers !!


oh... also i had a plan to take part in the volunteer, but my class schedule made it impposible. i was really sorry about it, but the directer, Ken, said me he will look for some volunteers that i can take part in. he is soooo kind. i got an impression^^


i dicided i sometimes write my diary in english,


i suddnely remembered!

i watched pireats of calibian ^^

Jhony Dep is always sooooooo cool, also the story was so funny and wonderful ^o^


oh... im sleepy,


seeyou



しんどすぎてもう無理。

こんなん誰にも相談できひんし、ていうかもう電話してんのがしんどいって思ってるのが

うちだけってことはもう自分が変わったということなんでしょうか。

それってどうしようもないことなのでしょうか。


あーだって今正直会いたくないもんな。

距離置いたほうがいいかなって思ってるもん。


向こうが電話してて楽しいって思ってたのにびっくりやで。

うちはこんなにしんどかったけどなんも思わんかったんやってびっくり



私はそんなしょうもないことで悩んでる暇はないのだ!
留学生活をよきものにするために英語をもっと勉強する!机にむかってする勉強なんて無駄?は?机に向かって勉強して、身につけて、それをすぐ実践で使える場があるから勉強は必要なんじゃないの?
一日5時間以上はやる!
ボランティアの紹介もやっときたし、本当のところを言うemotional/behavior problem を抱えてた子供のカウンセリングのがいいんやけど、日本語でだってきっとそんなん癒してあげたりとか出来ないやろうし、まして英語なんてすっごい大変やろうな。んー(>_<)
やっぱりsummer classの間、先生の手伝いとかがいいだろうか。
迷う迷うーー!


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