World is so bland..
I am tired..
Do i need to keep living in a world where I become numb with each passing second....?
I feel like I am losing myself each second...
I am lost...
I do not know what to do...
I want to find somehere where I can feel....
i think that could be the place where i can belong to ...
Each day just keeps crushing my already broken heart ...
I do not want the sun to keep me going..
I want a hope even if its just as small as dust particle...
I cant even cry if I want to cry ...
I cant even smile if I want to smile...
I am tired.....
i just want something in my life that can break my shell...
maybe i just want someone to tell me that I am not useless waste of space...
I want something
I do not even know what I want...
"I hate myself "