thought i could finish relationship with someone completely...

i was really fine that time actually, even could feel being free...!

don't have to care about anything too much..


but i now am feeling so something in my side..

i mean it is not sad, but it feels like missing.


i know there were no way to be together..

even if we liked each other a lot

we had different way each other


so just try to find a new guy in my life?

is there someone waiting for me?


just can't find the person coz' of my blind?


oh dear...

it feels like stuck with him..


there are nothing i can do for him any more...

oh well

answer is just "wait and see"??



do you miss me, sir?.........

how could we judge other peple,

i mean personality or thinking something like inside things.


i guess it's really unkindly, and just too much expecting what kind of things people can give us...

something like that..


you know obviously it might be advices from your friends or family

but could be just no meaning conversation with bullshit. (sorry i know shouldn't use this word really...!)


日本語だと“十人十色”って言葉よね?

私が意味したいことは


when i was living in Australia,

could have some French friends there.

actually they don't try to open the door which means mental things

just give some advices to think having a best solution themselves.

maybe my friends are just nice and smart people,

but it is most relaxing relationship, i think


so now i am living in Japan

unfortunately some people just push their thinking to other people

looks so badly and uglily...

just do want to tell them

"you can not tell them which things are right or wrong!"

don't know why but seems like

someone want to judge and push them their opinion.


have you ever had (or felt) same things as me?

hopefully someday some people realize this things.


just try to listen other opinions around you!


今回は長々と英文にて失礼。

ちょっと今日はこのことを

すごく考えたので文章にしてみました


そんな私も”意見押し付けてない?”

って 言われちゃうかしら?


私が本日思ったこと

それは

“他人を決め付ける(判定)することはできない”

ということ


意見の押し付けではなく

意見、考えを分かち合いましょう

恋愛と同じように


まずは

そのままの他人の存在を受け入れること


それが人間関係の必要不可欠な考え方

だと思うのですが・・・・・


いかがかしら?


have ever feel something in your side when you met people?

i just felt this time when i met him,,,

i could say that's wonderful time, but also could say it was not good for us...

so already it sounds really bad, right?......


そう、人と会うとき何か自分の中で感じることってあるでしょ?

今回、彼と会えた時・・・

あったのよ、それが! 私にも・・・!

すごく素敵なときとも表現できる同時に

私たちにとっては、よくないことにもなるかもしれない・・・


これって、既に聞こえ悪いでしょ

・・・

(ここまで英訳文)


そこで、貴女に質問させて頂きました。

相変わらず、叱咤激励して頂き

ありがとうございました。


学ぶ姿勢は常にありますが

忘れることも多く

なかなか恋愛道うまく進めません。


これが、仕事ならパーフェクトなのよぉ・・・!

どうかしら、こんな女って。


求めるもの、

目指すもの、

もう一度、目標掲げ前進しようと

頑張ってます。


人生、波乱あり(あり過ぎだけど・・)

ときめきあり、涙あり、愛あり


全て出来れば手に入れたい!

(is it just too greedy?! yeah, could be ture..)


そんな私を見ていてください


損はさせませんわよ、そこの奥さん!

なぁんて冗談はさておき

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初めてブログの世界に突入いたしました


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