I stayed at home for a whole day to prepare my meeting this tuesday. I found more and more nervous while I am thinking of the meeting content. I am very worried to be conducted in English, which must make me silent or lack of fluency.

I must pray GOD for blessing me to pass this meeting. I NEED help!
Today I went to airport for picking my sweetheart up. It have been a long time not to see my sweetheart. I felt very touching while I am seeing her in my first sight.

I felt very sorry not to be able to provide her the house and the plenty of wealth to continue our future life together at that moment. However, what I can pledge is that I must earn enough to susbtain our future life. I truly believe I am capable of doing so.
Probably, I need to broaden my horizon to expose myself to the external environment.
After the final review of my sweetheart's mother, I sent the letter to the formal governor this moning. Although I was not sure whether I can succeed or not, I have tried my best to prepare it.

I do hope to get a good news in near future.