There are too many things going on lately (as usual)
This time was big.
I lost my place and became homeless for a while,i've seen the darkness.
Society can not help you even when you literally have nothing and you have no clue where you go,you don't have family,friends who you can count on.
And,they ignore my SOS many times.
Long story..so cut the chase.
Now i got new my plcae and it's not really comfortable to sleep here but at least "better than nothing" right..
This sounds so cliche to me.
People tell me all the time.
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
But is this true?
I
Don't
Think
So.
HAHAHA.
If you had and have been going through rough experience,you can learn from that.
Some people never learn though.
My opinion is those experiences might help you to learn the things which you didn't know and you can be smart and use that for new life.
But wait a minute.
If you had too much pain inside,how do you cope and deal with it?
You aren't robot or ｓａｎｄｂａｇ of narricist,abuser.
It depends on the how that things affects you or is it small thing like you can handle?
If you are troumatized by horrible experiences.
That quote is "too easy to say" right?
So stereotype.
You know you've been hurt and you desperately want to get your life back on truck and put yourself back together.
So what all you need is do something to feel freedom.
And when you lost and you have no idea what to do...
Don't push you to the corner no matter what people say.
If the right time comes,you will get what you want to do.
Luckily when i was in the dark tunnel,i got a job which i've always wanted.
So,i'm telling myself "DON'T SCREW UP MAN"
And that time is coming soon..
"It's important to stay in control of yourself and not be influenced by your surroundings, no matter what happens."
Sorry for my shit writing skill.
I can't sleep much lately.
But hey today is a brand new day!
Yaaay all right,
Cheers lol
This time was big.
I lost my place and became homeless for a while,i've seen the darkness.
Society can not help you even when you literally have nothing and you have no clue where you go,you don't have family,friends who you can count on.
And,they ignore my SOS many times.
Long story..so cut the chase.
Now i got new my plcae and it's not really comfortable to sleep here but at least "better than nothing" right..
This sounds so cliche to me.
People tell me all the time.
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
But is this true?
I
Don't
Think
So.
HAHAHA.
If you had and have been going through rough experience,you can learn from that.
Some people never learn though.
My opinion is those experiences might help you to learn the things which you didn't know and you can be smart and use that for new life.
But wait a minute.
If you had too much pain inside,how do you cope and deal with it?
You aren't robot or ｓａｎｄｂａｇ of narricist,abuser.
It depends on the how that things affects you or is it small thing like you can handle?
If you are troumatized by horrible experiences.
That quote is "too easy to say" right?
So stereotype.
You know you've been hurt and you desperately want to get your life back on truck and put yourself back together.
So what all you need is do something to feel freedom.
And when you lost and you have no idea what to do...
Don't push you to the corner no matter what people say.
If the right time comes,you will get what you want to do.
Luckily when i was in the dark tunnel,i got a job which i've always wanted.
So,i'm telling myself "DON'T SCREW UP MAN"
And that time is coming soon..
"It's important to stay in control of yourself and not be influenced by your surroundings, no matter what happens."
Sorry for my shit writing skill.
I can't sleep much lately.
But hey today is a brand new day!
Yaaay all right,
Cheers lol
