Today, God has revealed something to me. Well to be honest, I have finally listened to what God was saying to me. I've always liked this guy, and I want to know him 'now', I want to talk to him. Now those are my thoughts and desires, not God's. Our Pastor's wife said this evening during worship, that we should start to ask for God's ideas and plans in our lives, not ask God to give us what we desire and prosper what we plan to do. God has a bigger plan in our lives. We just have to listen to His voice. I heard God told me to wait. Everytime I try to do things the way I want to, God condemns me not to. Because He probably knows what's better for me, and His appointed time is always the right and perfect time. I have no idea if he already has a girlfriend, but if he does, I can do nothing about it. If he doesn't have one, I'm afraid it's gonna be too late, and that he wouldn't know how I feel. Haha, to be honest, I really don't know how I feel. I am scared to say it's love. I feel it is, but my heart is not always right. Recently, 2 people have asked me to be their girlfriend. I didn't know what to do. I am afraid of waiting for something that might not come, and miss this chance that I am given. I thought about it, and I felt that my heart belongs to him. Well, part of it, since I have given most of my heart to the Lord. I'm scared of liking him too much. I don't even know him........ But today, God has shown me to just let it go. If he comes he comes, if he won't life goes on... hopefully. I just can't take my eyes and mind off him. Haha, I feel stupid. But I've decided I'm going to wait upon the Lord. He knows everything.
最近解決した疑問は：muy, mucho, muchaの使い分け ネイティブスペイン人の先生によると muyは形容詞のみにつく。 mucho/aは動詞などにつく。 つまり muy: muy bien, muy guapo, muy rico mucho: mucho frio mucha: mucha hambre
