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today there was such difficult day > . < yesterday to my kitty Sandara there were 3 months ~ ~ also there came a pore of grafts... today we went to veterinary clinic and delivered the first graft. i think for my kitty it there was the strong stress... тт тт in two weeks the repeted graft is necessary to us. i calm myself that it is necessary for its health. i want that it always was healthy and consequently i protect its health!(*^-^)b


Lana Del Rey became my recent opening in music *_* its songs such sincere, me very much it is pleasant to listen to them. well and certainly i like its style. it is very similar to style 70х of years... it is so beautiful 音譜 


song of day: Lana Del Rey - Dark Paradise ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆


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hello dear <3 for me now there comes absolutely new time (*^▽^*) how many time i already so spoke? but this time everything is serious. the beginning is already necessary... it so, interestingly) kekeke ~~ i wanted to decompose long ago everything in places. probably all already know about my plans? if isn't present, now i will tell hahahah にひひ so i will tell about the changes. to make the plan to me completely mine helped 2NE1 darlings *_* without them it would be not so good ~ ~ ~ so, we will begin? ^^





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NEW FASHION




and how without new style in new life? (。・ω・)ノ゙ certainly i plan to replace style. i love impudent clothes. and also i very much love short things. in the plan, short shorts, short skirts, short dresses. yes, it so XD i think, some were surprised, after all i am dissatisfied with the figure hahaha as i am going to paint the hair the dark again ^_^ some remember that i thought long ago over it... but my indecision hindered me >.< ~ now i am complete of determination! fighting! (⌒¬⌒*) kekekke and still i want to tell about a new tattoo. in august i plan to make a tattoo. what it will be is now a secret ^____~ but i will open it shortly, don't doubt! (*^.^*)




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NEW SOUND




i now talk about music ~ about new sounds of my life. i try to find that that new that that... the music world now became another. i now speak about the favourite asian music - j-rock & k-pop <3 everything very much changed... and i on the former listen to the favorite old bands. and now i want to take in new sounds in the life. why not to listen to new j-rock group? who knows... probably it will be pleasant to me. though my heart is completely occupied with the GazettE ラブラブ but i think that a little novelty won't prevent me ^^ and equally i think of k-pop. though to go deep into it i don't want. i love Japan more <3<3 and it forever <3<3<3<3 ^___~




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NEW CULTURE




under the word "culture" i meant self-development in the mental plan . . . i want so long ago in perfection the nobility japanese, but i do nothing. why? =_= it needs to be corrected! english as lifestyle? so teach it! why not to become more informed in this plan. also there is one more my love - romania. but i besides do nothing (*v.v)。 it isn't correct. and i promise, i will be corrected. if i is lazy - i will re-read this message, this promise to myself... i won't give up!! Y(>_<、)Y




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NEW CHALLENGE




now i write this post... but actually i throw down a challenge to myself! (。>0<。) only the real fight with by itself. only this way i can become better, as i dream. and it not so simply words, i swear. i swear, i will become better, i will achieve!!! (`・ω・´) therefore this record by specification of comes to the end that i will begin the real fight with by itself. with the interior... with the inner self. think it so simply? those who tried to make it now will understand me . . . ><><><>< it is awfully difficult. but i won't give up. fighting, kaisan! (。・ε・。)




 




on it i want to finish a post... but comes to an end nothing. i will be and to write further about the successes in this hard business, on the defeats, achievements and other. so that simply read. and simply support me. i believe in myself. good luck, kaisan. your a lucky kaisan <3 fighting <3




 





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so, all hello! at last that came to our Russia summer... ヾ(@^(∞)^@)ノmore exact it came already a week ago XD we have a heat! very much hot, i all burn hahahah にひひ it is serious! i need alcoholic cooling ~~~~ well and now all in sequence... at last that we had summer releases of logs. they amuse my evenings. it is interesting to me to esteem about new trends~ well and on the traditions, each part of the post i add the photo ~ ~


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this wild heat very much afflicts my kitty. to it very much hot... 。゚(T^T)゚。she drinks much and lies much. i don't know how to help it ;((( but for the rest at us everything is all right... soon to us will deliver a new window and i think that the problem of airing will be decided ^^yes. hahah. oh, at us hot and i wear so not enough clothes. XDDDD i at all don't love clothes XD and consequently i open a lot of body... yes. i and my Sandara ラブラブ


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now i will tell that drew my attention recently... i will begin with my favourite girls 2NE1! <3 anyhow? (≧▽≦) after all they don't cease to surprise and inspire me! and this photoshoot for "intel core" inspired me. and certainly i am delighted the darling of Park Bom (☆。☆) for those who often reads my blog not a secret that i am BOMSTER ラブラブ! yes, it so hahah) and it seems to me, it is healthy. in a new photoset of Bommie didn't change the tradition, and dressed a short dress which opens her long legs <3<3 damn! it is fine! look... ☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*


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well and i should tell about my old love... not many know that i since the childhood love Romania (´0ノ`*) it is the beautiful country! ^__^ ~ and now i recalled it... i am the fan of Arsenie... its songs in the best romanian style, they allow me and to cry and laugh... for example songs "leave me alone". it is such sad and heavy the song... and my love, the hit song "rumadai" permanently induces me to dance and have fun! 音譜i generally can speak about this song very long... it is some kind of era in my life... i had an era of many songs and "rumadai" one of them and! so, thanks, Arsenie! <3 *__* i will remember this summer according to your songs! one love ニコニコ


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oh the last efforts were so tightening. i even forgot to write that the baby of Dara already at home (-^□^-) soon there will be a week as she lives with us. Dara appeared very smart cat and she understood directly where to eat and where a toilet. for the second day of life in our house it already enough well was guided...ドキドキ

now Sandara already was completely mastered, she runs on the house as the madwoman, plays with us, sometimes bites, caresses and certainly is loud mour...ohhh this fine sound of a cat's mour mour <3<3. i am enamoured! the only thing that darkness our life is my allergy. yes, i again had an allergy to cats. i drink tablets, i do face packs to remove hypostases... and now the allergy began to disturb me much less already. i hope, it absolutely will pass soon. after all i don't want to leave the baby of Sandara ヘ(゚∀゚*)ノ and at the end of a few our photos. such that it it is heavy to photograph Dara... but i managed to catch a few frames. here to us there are 1,5 months <3 :*:・( ̄∀ ̄)・:*:



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i still never wrote сдесь about it! i think, time came! 得意げ for a long time i wasn't left by thought on a kitten. and not about simple, and about a thoroughbred british kitty... i long thought, reflected... but here my choice defined one case! i learned that at my acquaintance her british cat is pregnant. at first i still doubted... but when kittens were born my doubts disappeared and I decided - i buy! o(^▽^)o when to kittens month i was executed went to look at them. at first it seemed to me that they absolutely identical... but having looked narrowly i saw many distinctions and despite judgement of girlfriends, to me in soul one large plush cat sank down ~~~~ on it i also stopped the choice! and now i waited, prepared, morally and physically. and at last that the moment came. in a week i will take away this baby home! i very much worry ㅋㅋㅋ it is such disturbing moment... as though i deliver the child ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ but if to think, it and is my small child! and consequently i worry. . a name of my new cat's baby - Dara. complete her name according to the passport - Sandara Lucy Van Sandokan ラブラブ! will make everything to make this baby of the happiest!!! fighting! キター Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒Y⌒(。A。)!!!


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