Empty

An empty shell
blown away by the winds
distanced from it's familiar shores
desolate, hopeless and lost
unsure of what the future holds...

A dry leaf
detached from the security of the tree
threatened by the harshness of the world
withered, cracky, almost rotten...

A frozen drop
condensed alone in eternal cold
away from the rays so bright and warm
hard, chilly, and frigid
thawing seems foreign a word

A dying flame
left without a hope rekindling
winds blowing, threatening to put it out
dying, dwindling, almost gone
forever perishing in passing smoke

...that is my heart...

one month

A month is a long time for some and short for others.
A month without a response, to which one has hoped for so much is hard to endure.
A month by having felt the pain that you have lost someone whom one has given his heart and to know that this pain will remain forever.
A month without your jokes, your smile, the feeling to be safe, even if you live in a foreign country.
A month in which I had not given up and was hoping that I can talk to you again.
A month of showed me that I will never again hear anything from you.

... and yet

The months that I'm still here, I can not forget you.
The months that remain to me I would hope and endure the pain.
The months that there will be still I'll wait for you

... on someone whom I love more than a brother and someone whom I love as a woman loves a man

... although I do know after that I can wait until hell freezes over!



I love GIMMICK from ENGU. KOH is...



I love a lot of Songs from PTP (Pay money To My Pain). K is...

Close your eyes

I can agree with that :)



Lyrics

Close your eyes

Close your eyes and kiss me
And then tell me that you love me
I know exactly that it’s not true
But I feel no difference
When you abandon yourself to me

Close your eyes and kiss me
Go ahead and fool me
I forget what has happened
And I hope and dream
That I hadn’t lost you yet

I really don’t care
If you feel anything…
Do what you want

Close your eyes and kiss me
Even if it’s the last time
Let us prolonge the moment of parting
For now, don’t leave me alone
With my misery

Close your eyes and kiss me
Go ahead and fool me
You can leave then if you want
But remember without you
Without you I’m lost…

I really don’t care
If you only play with me now

Do what you want

Close your eyes
Close your eyes
Close your eyes and kiss me
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
Close your eyes and kiss me