looking back to this week...

this week was definitely worse than the last.

i had an interview @ the computer company tuesday, and i dont think the CEO liked me...

there is a rumor that he gives a person he is interviewing with a handshake that instant if he really likes the person. that means there is a VERY STRONG possibility that i didnt make it...

im not saying that the insurance company isnt good.

actually, that is bigger and more stable than the computer one.

and, the salaries are better, i guess...

i just dont get comfortable with handling what i cannot see physically. i mean the insurance.

there would be a lot of paper works...

i rather prefer selling computers or some products. then, i can actually imagine "what i am doing."

ok, i should stop talking shit.

i gotta go.

XOXO,

gabie

here i am.

hi. im gabie.

here i am trying to keep a dairy again.

how many times have i done it before!? lol

why am i starting it again?

...well, i just feel like it.

recently, there have been many things that i have to face.

i ususally tell how i feel to my famiy, bf, or friends.

but, sometimes, i have to spit it out to an IMAGINARY friend...

also, i gotta keep up with my english cuz i might use it on business.

ok, let me introduce myself a little bit.

i am a senior college student. just an ordinary one. lol

and, i am 100% japanese, of course. lol

i got a job at one of the world's biggest insurance companies.

i will be working there from next year.

actually, i am in a condition of waiting for a call from a computer company.

i honestly want to go there rather than the insurance one, but i dont think i made it.

i guess i have devote myself to the insurance company for the rest of my life, which definitely sucks...

PLEASE give me a call and tell me i made it.

omg, i have become such a boring person... life sucks...

now, i have to believe in MIRACLE, i guess... : P

good night.

XOXO,

gabie