Happy Bday Jesseka :D

Sep. 16 = Happy Birthday Jesseka

と言うわけで今週末、Sep. 18 8:30PM より、　Happy Bday Jesseka BBQ 開催～

I really liked the ppl there at this party

Especially that girl... She was real sweet I wish I could've talked to her more, but I guess Jesseka wanted me to keep Chris company

and Ugh!!! Oscar!!!! I really wonder how much of a pimp I will be if I were to go to a mexican party...

I'm pretty sure I'll be the Madonna at that party lol

But it was nice seeing Chris and Marco again

It was kinda awkward to have Chris in Jesseka's back yard tho....

Omg, I had this urge to ask him how he is feeling about all this Jesseka & Jesus thing, but hey, I'm a grown up. I know what's good and bad... lol

Anyhow, damn, Marco looks sooooooo Mexican nowlol

and plus he looks OOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDD even tho he's still a minor lol

See? that's why I don't crush on Mexican boys lol. They age quicker than we do lol JK

Sooooo, this PINATA thing!!!! OMG, it was soooooo much fun

Chris said that we should make one for me on my bday, and YES!!!! We definitely should do one

It's gonna be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun

It was kinda like すいか割り, but in Latino version, you hang the pinata thing from the ceiling and ppl move it so it'll be harder for the person with the bat Clever, huh?

Anyway, I had sooooo much fun at Jesseka's party

Hope mine will be fun as well

Btw, James is kinda cute

Night Night

the 抜歯。

痛いのなんのって!!!

今日ゎね-　待ちに待った(?)　抜歯の日でした-

Bracesへの第一歩だと思うと嬉しいけど、やっぱIt feels so awful

It tastes strange, feels weired to have 2 holes in my mouth, and looks way too ugly...

Mao, Kathleen 曰く

“it's worth it!!” らしいけど、自分でもわかってるけど!!

これがあと２年も続くのかと思うと、I'm almost givin it up already

ってかね-

I'm sooooo lonely in these days...

why?? 渡辺家に会ってないからかな-

But hey. I know that its weekdays that I am talking about here

無茶言うな-って自分でも思うんだけどね

ってかもの食べられない-

痛い-

But the dentist was kinda cute, so I'm ready to go back there anytime tho lol

っていうかあたし前から見ると今超Ugly... with spaced teethで　lol

じゃ、今日はこの辺で

Night Night

Everyone, お父さん, and a crazy old B***H!!!

Hmm... where should I start today's blog with??

Well, first of all,

OMG, I'm just soooo... OVERWHELMED by those amazing ppl

I mean people who can just feel as happy as I am for something nice that has just happened to me?

Omg, that's what I have been looking for the whole time.

I know this, I know this. There are people who care about me.

I mean there should be a lot of them.

I just wish that I could keep this feeling in my mind at every single second of my life.

Amanda, Kathy, Evie, Kathleen, Charmaine, Maryanne, Jenn, Debb.

Oh gosh, you guys are just waaaaaaayyyy too sweet

It's been a pleasure of my life that I have met you all

So, I was all happy walking around the campus and HEY

Guess who I met?? お父さん

I was talking to Samantha at the other table and I looked to my left,

and there he is lying on the chair.

I mean CHAIR lol

Anyway, he was with this Viet girl waiting for his badmington class.

So I joined and start talking to this new girl in English.

Oh god, do I talk too much in English or what?!

I just couldn't stop talking

I kept talking talking talking like crazy!!!

But you know what?

I guess I should be pround of this.

I mean remember how shy I used to be

I can now totally say it out loud that I have completely overcome my shyness

Yaaaaaaaayyyyy.

And eventually this ice which had been lingering b/w us has been somewhat broken

I've just gotta break through it

So there we were having lots of fun and this crazy old bitch comes into our way.

She was the instructor for this idk, like a dancing class for those people who don't even get invited to one of those fun parties anymore.

So we were waiting for this ridiculously for-middle-aged-ppl class to be over so the badmington class could start at the one of the corner of the gym and out of nowhere, we got yelled at.

For stepping ONE FOOT into her "classroom"

C'mon, is it crazy or what?!

We were told not to disturb her class but hey, all we did was just to chat with each other in a low voice which is too subtle for her damn aged-ears

What's her problem, seriously?

Anyhow, I guess I am growing up now and learning how to let things go.

I mean imagine me 5 years ago.

I would probably have been in shock for having been yelled at for at least 3 days and would probably have been terribly scared of running into the person who yelled at me once again.

But now, I'm like "you know, I really am sorry for acting inappropriate, but it just happened already. There's nothing I can do except for just to say sorry which I already did, so knock it off" lol

See? I guess I grow stronger everyday

Anyway, time to watch f.r.i.e.n.d.s so I could get exhausted from laughing and go to bed

Night night