oh God . . .

Again...
I feel so sad and confused...
I trust him, but how can I trust him if he still make me jealous...
I don't know...
If he doesn't really loves me, why he tell me that he loves me?
I know maybe it sounds like I'm too possessive...
I don't wanna be possessive..
But really, I can't take it anymore...
It's killing me slowly...
If he wants to go with another girl, I'm not forbidding him...
But please be honest, and don't even flirt or tease with others!
That's all I need...


神様、私の命を奪ってください
oh God, please take my life away...
I'm not happy here...
I miss my mom and dad...



And now I'm doubting, am I the one you really love?

I'm full, enough!! DX

ちゃっちゃん～ ヾ(￣▽￣*)ノ
Today, I went to XII Lounge at Plaza Senayan with my college buddies for Gatsby Student Commercial Movie Award 2010. My college is a participant from this competition (*^▽^*)
This competition also attended by participants from Japan, Korea, and Hongkong. I'm very proud that my seniors win for Indonesian Award and can compete again with another participants on Regional Award
おめでとう、先輩たち
Next year, I will join this competition again X3
I had a extraordinary lunch today. Like Fastino said, "the meal from luxury paradise"
Fried Rice, Salad, Calamary, Fried Noodle, Chicken with Cashew sauce, Tofu, Tiramisu, Fruit Mousse Cake, Tartles, Pudding, gyaaaaaaa I don't remember what I ate this afternoon
Oh noooo ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡
It's raining when I want to go home and I get soaking wet

みんな、今はありがとう

When I arrived home, I saw Tiramisu at refrigerator.
My brother's birthday cake
His birthday was 2 days ago, and he brings Tiramisu home orz.

HOW ABOUT MY DIET?（/TДT)/
orz



じゃあ みんな、また ねえ~

ありがとう、君へ

October 2, 2010




Thanks for choosing me




Thanks for trusting me




Thanks for loving me





Thanks for everything




I wanna know you more






I love you

Song Cover Wish List

LALALALALALALALALALA~~~ *slapped*
I really want to cover some Vocaloid songs (｡＞0＜｡)
Gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡
#killmeifyouwant www


But I always forgot what I want to do (＝◇＝;)
Okay, I'll post my cover project here :
1. シザーハンズ【Scissorhands】→ solo, but maybe I want to join YouTubeChorus DONE


2. 心拍数♯0822【Shinpaku Suu ♯0822】→ solo, but maybe I want to join YouTubeChorus
3. 僕みたいな君 君みたいな僕【Boku Mitai na Kimi, Kimi Mitai na Boku】→ I will duet selfcest www
4. Magnet → IreallywanttoduetwithKururi(≧▽≦)*kicked* and I will duet selfcest too www
5. From Y to Y → solo, but maybe I want to join YouTubeChorus DONE


6. ロミオとシンデレラ【Romeo to Cinderella】→ solo, but maybe I want to join YouTubeChorus
7. Just Be Friends → duet with Sakuragi
8. サイハテ【Saihate】→ solo, Indonesian version HALF DONE
9. Nothing Special (Hanya Dirimu) → solo, original song by Mohauwx
10. コバルトブルーの花嫁【Cobalt Blue Bride】→ solo
11. ○ + ●【Truth and Lie】→ solo
12. Smiling → join Purru's project
13. ACUTE → duet with Agito, and we will quartet selfcest www DONE


14. ショタショタ★ナイトフィーバー【Shota Shota ★ Night Fever】→ solo, with my moe shota *vomit* disaster voice =w=b
15. 同じように【Onaji Youni】→ I want to duet with him www >w<
16. Letter Song → solo

and some songs that I can't find the karaoke version ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡





I think that's all, maybe my list will grow longer because I'm a forgetful people 8D;;
I'll update again when I remember song that I want to cover www


じゃあ みんな、また ねえ~