Yeah i'm back on Ameba after ( feels ) like years.
Quit update off what happend, got work as Dressmaker, started being an freelance Dressmaker, started writing again. Got new ear piercing. Uhm we got few new animals, tarantula ( dead ) rats ( dead ) uhm scorpions and rabbits.
Now i start work again in November till next year as nah guess :D as Dressmaker:D.
Of course i am back to my black and red slpitted hair, i partied a lot drunk a lot. I meet some wonderfull ppls. yah thats all for now. here sumething i wrote :D

You've been here, i've been there.
Screw around, push it down, let it go.
Turning out like a freakshow.
Moving on,letting go,seeing what it does.
You've been here, I've been there.
Srcew around,push it down,let it go.
Feeling it deep inside, Torture up my mind.
Keep rising up tears, full of fears.
Screw around, push it down,let it go.
That broken promise, so numb like comatose.
You've been here, i've been there.
Saw it, felt it, slaped it.
Burning up inside, the rotten demon comes alive.
Searching for an way out, being lost in the crowd.
Searching for an guide, that gives me light.
Coming up my mind, better not to hide.
You've been here, i've been there.
Searching, finding,loving.
Giving warmth, not feeling any harm.
The movement started,so parted.
Walking like in Trance, the last Chance.
Drowning,burning,hurting.
You've been here, I've been there.
Smacked it, hacked it, burned it.
Burning out the rotten demon that comes alive.
Hearing angel bells ring in my head.
Seeing the light, i gotta fight.
Found one of that kind, that crawls into my mind.
Open up my eyes, i gotta see behind those lies.
You've been here, i've been there.
Seeing, smeeling, hearing.
Saw that soul, that Demons breath so cold like ice.
Heared the screaming of that Demon that comes alive.
Drowning, Burning, Hurting.
Burning out that rotten Demon that comes alive.
Hearing angel bells ring in my mind.
Seeing that light, i gotta fight.
Found my Guide, that leads me out of that Nightmares mind.
Searching for an way out, being lost in the crowd.
Searching for an guide, one of that kind.
Coming up my mind, looking for that light.
Have to open my eyes, better not to hide.
You've been here, i've been there
need it, feel it , love it
You've became my guradian angel.
Grap my hand never let it go.
Light up my way and give me that smile.
Omg how long it has been since i was here last time ><
So what's new ? hmmm

Well i am working now >< and i got red hairs again (: but need to color it soon new :P ^^

hmm aww next week i get my cheek peircings *-* finally but i am really scared ><

yeah so aww and finally i will go to japan in summer :P either for 2 weeks or for 4 weeks not sure yet (: <3

and hmm yeah imma going o get a tattoo this year also maybe in 3 month or so not sure :P ^^ and hmm going to get my ear pierced also i think :P yeah ;D hehe but then i don't wnat any piercings anymore cause then i have 9 and thats enough for me i think :P ^^ yup yup

anywys i love you all :P ^^

here something what was in my head ;D ^^

When you put your finger tips on my body i get the feeling of dizzyness ,i can feel your breath on my neck you whisper into my ear "youre the one" tonight we get the feeling of being one,our souls are together for this night,we know what to do we know tonight is our night ♥ for you





i am so glad and happy that i have you all in my live (: <3

today was a ncie day (: and it snowed a lot i mean really a lot :D ;D ^^


now i am finally 18 (:

tomorrow i will go out with my best friends we wanna go eat at a chinese restaurante and then wanna drink (: ^^ <3 hope you all have a ncie day (: <3 love you guys (: <3 /font>




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