美好的暑假还有2天,现在是周六的凌晨,今天要做的事情是:睡觉,吃饭,还有。。。

 
 还有,写报告!ガーン


  天呐,我竟然刚想起来我的报告还没写,人生真是很残忍,我突然明白了小丸子的痛苦!


哎。。。总之,先沉浸在美网中吧,有什么的话,等起床了再说!
今天早上,接到SA的消息,说kibum和公主不能来上海的smtown,一下从梦境中清醒了过来。话说昨晚还梦到kibum来着,心情一下有种不能言喻的失落。用我们小静静的话说就是“糟糕透顶”!虽然和SA开玩笑说,我是为了在中才去的,其实,真的难以掩饰心中的失望!SA还说自己没有见本命的命,想想也真的不知道我们该怎么互慰。算了,去嵊泗就当时散心吧。
总之心情很复杂啊,真的只想看一下他们13人的现场,只是想看一下,很小的愿望而已。。。既然是在努力工作,不来上海的kibum也要加油;复查的公主,要恢复好啊,不忍再看到拄着拐杖的他了。
kibum去年说他的梦想只实现了1%,希望今年会实现了更多吧!我的愿望,只是想看你演出的愿望,总会实现的吧!我真心的希望13只可以很开心的过着!
刚看了F1官网上,有关于kimi的一篇报道,本来就心情很复杂,现在已经彻底乱了,但是我还是支持他!无论是继续在F1,还是其他任何他喜欢的领域!kimi也是在努力着啊!

以下为原文:(from formula 1 website)

Raikkonen: I’m more motivated than ever

With his last race victory dating back to April’s Spanish Grand Prix, it is no surprise that reigning world champion Kimi Raikkonen has been criticised recently for his dwindling results. Raikkonen, however, has dismissed speculation that his motivation is fading and believes his championship hopes are still very much alive.

After retiring from last weekend’s European Grand Prix, Raikkonen saw team mate Felipe Massa overtake him in the standings to go second behind leader Lewis Hamilton. He now trails Massa by seven points and Hamilton by 13. But last season the Finn made up an even greater deficit to clinch the championship at the final race, and he believes there is still plenty of time to salvage his title defence.

“Life would be much easier if you could always win,” the 28 year-old told Ferrari’s official website. “But sometimes it doesn’t seem to go your way. It’s useless to cry over spilled milk: what happened, happened and now we have to look ahead. It’s not over yet. I’ll keep fighting to get the results I want to achieve. One third of the season is still left and it’s enough to fight back. If someone has doubts as far as my motivation is concerned - go ahead. I want to win more than ever!”

As well as enduring a four-month wait for a win, Raikkonen has also come under fire for his poor results in qualifying. He took his last pole position at June’s French Grand Prix and has since qualified no higher than the third, at July’s Silverstone race.

“There has been a lot of talk about my problems in qualifying,” he explained. “But the truth is that in a couple of races - at Hungary and Germany - I made some mistakes and I had to start from the sixth position. At Valencia I missed the third position by a whisker.”

Raikkonen, who will test at Monza later this week, is already working hard preparing for forthcoming Belgian Grand Prix at Spa-Francorchamps, an event he is looking forward to with relish. “I love the track,” he added. “I'd like to race there all the year round. It's the best of all the tracks and I hope that I'll have a car that works the way I want. I'll give it all to win again.”

Spa-Francorchamps would seem a likely venue for Raikkonen to rediscover his form - he hasn’t lost at the famous circuit since 2002.


今天趁着帮NANA看店的时候,看完了13本的抱春,原本只是想打发时间,所以,就算是BL或是H也无所谓,但看完了之后,我真的有种只能是漫画家才能做到的事情的感觉。
即使是我再也不想提及爱情,但是看到这么幸福的故事,还是会觉得人生真的很美好。无论性别,能够作到两个人这么的彼此信任,简直就是融为一体,得心应手的相处着,实在是。。。应该说有点感动吧~~~
人和人的相处是非常难的事情,即使是能够做到八面玲珑的人,也有不能顺心的时候,更何况我只是个普通人而已,没有过人与人交往的能力,也只是过着平凡生活的人,虽然很想保持乐观的心境,但是,总有消极的时候。总是尽心的倾听别人的心事,很努力的想帮助身边的朋友,但总有心力焦脆的时候,偶尔也想依靠别人,即使不久又可以变的很乐观,但是,那一刻,我是极度希望变脆弱的。。。
起码现在,在我失去理智的时候,有人可以让我平静;在我心里绝望的时候,有人可以给我希望;在我心情最低的时候,也有人可以让我HIGH起来。已经再也哭不出来了吧,生与死的考验,相聚与分离的试练,相知与陌路的经历,人生的一切貌似只在一瞬间就全部改变,只要经历过这些改变,没有什么是接受不了的啊。
虽然一直看到丑恶的人性,但依然相信天使的存在,不是我傻,我圣母,是因为自己在现实中,越来越象魔鬼,无法成为天使,所以一直相信着会有,起码留着希望吧,是魔鬼的希望,在自私和贪欲中,苟延残喘的唯一希望。。。