if there is one wish I could ask for now, its just to go back to the past

no, I dont want to change anything in the past. there's nothing I regret for. but I just want to enjoy my childhood era. okay not childhood, its me when I just graduated from junior high school [look at the photo below]


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yes I was really tomboy.. the far right was me.... [now is still xD]



I do really miss than moment. especially my bestie there[jb, bella, rere]. we rarely meet now but I believe our friendship is more better than you can imagine. we do really have strong relationship between us

it doesnt mean I dont enjoy my life now. and it doesnt mean I didnt have any problem when I was in junior high school. But I just miss that time... I want to feel it one more time..
human isnt perfect.. much lacks
and one of the lacks is, easily forget something..










ANYWAYSS!!!
this is photo from 2 years ago..


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my style was error punk [yeah, its mixed between the real punk and the unstylish style of mine xD]
and seriously. my make up was really really poor. the angle of taking photos of mine was superb bad also.. look at this picture below



2 YEARS AGO NOW
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now, who dare to say that I am good in pictures and make up without hard working?
And its not because of the power of photoshop... I dont edit them all at all. thats real photos, no faking!!!
look at my ugly messy make up, bad hair, bad quality photo, totally no good thingy in that photo!!!!!




Im proudly saying that Ive been through a lot of things to be like this. Im far from perfect I know. but looking at the past, I know Im much better than before. and Im proud of it..
and I do believe 2 years again when I look at this entry, I will say that my future me is much better

"WE HAVE TO BE A BETTER PERSON BY EACH DAY, DONT WE??" :D




I'm full of working..
learning how to be good in photos
learning how to put make up well
learning how to style my hair
learning how to be a better girl!!!!!

so my future husband will be proud :3 -points kibum- LOL



and yeah, I am in /aib/ mood today.. nasty me? pardon me readers xD
in fact, firstly I didnt want to ever show these photos to anyone, showing off my ugliness? nah...
but I think, perhaps someone will need it [I hope lol]

I just want to tell you, who is reading my blog at the moment, that we all can be prettier. we just need a little will, hardwork, and motivation to do that. and I just want to give you the motivation

cmon girls!!! let's look at mirror and introspect what things do you have to change to make you be a better girl!


inside does matter, but outide does matter also...
and its our common, as girls, to be prettier for someone who we love. not have the right one at the moment? lets be a better girl and our future bf/husband will be proud of us : D






I hope its helpful



bye now folks