cause I was too lazy to face my parents, so I decided to go out till night with some friends...
why I cant do that? I have saved my money to have fun, I've been old already, and I now how to take care of myself.. [well, at least "I think"] so what can stop me to go out?
so I told my dad to not pick me up from school cause I had roleplay practice with my friends. well its true, but at last it was cancelled [after school] because mostly my members had to decorate my class for tomorrow's art exam
so I went to mall directly with Brenda, waiting for Patrick and Cumi to join us watching kambing jantan.. mom texted me and asked me when I would finish it. I lied that I needed to go to wallstreet [my english institute] so I would come home late.. ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)
I watched it and after it's finished, mom forced me to pick me up cause I need to go to hospital with her. I couldnt reject her because its important so I agreed. but the hospital was crowd so we decided to come again tomorrow, when it's quiet.
and now, still, we have been having cold fight since saturday.. I'm tired, but I'm a little more calm than days ago cause I had met my friends, and they healed me well.. ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!
sadly, I'm still not enjoying to be at home [okay, apartment..] cause there's nothing that I can get here.. not happiness nor family
and minutes ago, I was thinking it would be good if I wasnt born in this family. perhaps they'd be happier without me who has brought so many problems and pains in their life. they shouldnt deserve this awful daughter and emotional sister
I am sure they are
I'm not emo or having my period. it's true..
and sorry there are no pictures here.. because I'm too lazy to upload it. handphone is such an useless thing for me nowadays due to my lazyness to socialize recently
why I cant do that? I have saved my money to have fun, I've been old already, and I now how to take care of myself.. [well, at least "I think"] so what can stop me to go out?
so I told my dad to not pick me up from school cause I had roleplay practice with my friends. well its true, but at last it was cancelled [after school] because mostly my members had to decorate my class for tomorrow's art exam
so I went to mall directly with Brenda, waiting for Patrick and Cumi to join us watching kambing jantan.. mom texted me and asked me when I would finish it. I lied that I needed to go to wallstreet [my english institute] so I would come home late.. ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；)
I watched it and after it's finished, mom forced me to pick me up cause I need to go to hospital with her. I couldnt reject her because its important so I agreed. but the hospital was crowd so we decided to come again tomorrow, when it's quiet.
and now, still, we have been having cold fight since saturday.. I'm tired, but I'm a little more calm than days ago cause I had met my friends, and they healed me well.. ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!
sadly, I'm still not enjoying to be at home [okay, apartment..] cause there's nothing that I can get here.. not happiness nor family
and minutes ago, I was thinking it would be good if I wasnt born in this family. perhaps they'd be happier without me who has brought so many problems and pains in their life. they shouldnt deserve this awful daughter and emotional sister
I am sure they are
I'm not emo or having my period. it's true..
and sorry there are no pictures here.. because I'm too lazy to upload it. handphone is such an useless thing for me nowadays due to my lazyness to socialize recently