actuallyi dunno what to write,since i haven't write anything lately. that's not because i'm lazy or something.
(but sometimes yes, lol)
but because i'm busy with my work.
my school work, my job, everything!!

actually, i'm tired. ah,wait!
why i always complaining or sighing? NO! NG
even if now i'm really want to throw out my complains now, but i think it's no good for me to complain right now,
lol (^∀^)

so, i wanna told about my story today.
actually, today i have a class at 10 AM.
but, you know, i didn't came. (PLEASE,ANYONE WHO READ THIS, DON'T DO THE SAME AS ME!) (>_<)
why? because of my grandma wasn't really in a good condition, my li'l brother too..
my bro is ill so he didn't come for school this 2 days.
plus, my mom was in another city until i wrote this, she said that she will go home soon,so..
okay,that's not the point,right? lol
the point is, i didn't come for class today.
i'm a bit dissapointed actually, but you know, i've told my mom if i won't come for class today without told her the reason,but she didn't get angry at all. then, i have a lot of fun today. chat with my sis and bro loosely, have an "advanture" again with them.lol. this reminds me a lot about our childhood. we have played together, have a tons of fun advantures together,even it's just my my imagination who worked. somethimes i asked myself how can we being like that?

lol..

i wonder if every children at our age do the same with us too..
get wet under the rain, do hide and seek from our grandpa and grandma, imagine the house as the jungle, the livingroom and its table as a flying airplane.

i hope the new generation can do even more than us did. do a real advanture is really FUN, yo! OK
dakara, i really hope the next generation will always do real things too. because of children now are just like to stay at their room, play some video games or surf through net or anything. they should be know, there are BUNCH of FUN ACTIVITIES they can do out there.

anyway, why did i start talking ( i mean writing ) like an old person?? i'm still 19,yo!! okay2, i will stop now. lol.

saa,minna, o.ya.su.mi~!三日月

God bless us

floヒマワリ

それわへん、です、よ。。


this last week, my sleeping time was changed.


朝から、i'm really sleepy. even sometimes i can get fallen asleep at the way to school. それわあぶない、でう、よ~!
あせる


夜から、i'm sleepy because of tired of ばいと、でも、i can't sleep ASAP.


at least i can sleep at 12.00PM -01.00 AM.


this is so tired.


everyday, i can't get what my lecture talked about. this is dangerous.


lack of sleep will ruin everything.





maa, 今、私わまだおやすみ、です。


my assignment still waiting for me. lol.





okay, maybe that's for today.


God bless ya,guys.





floヒマワリ


my dreams



i have tons of dreams since i was little.



i want to be a detective,

i want to have my own restaurant and bakery,

i want to be artist,アート

i want to be designer,

i want to be mangaka,

i want to be cartoonist,


i want to be chef,


i want to have my own dog,

i want to be skilled at swimming (even i can't swim even now, lol汗),

i want to be badminton player,o(^▽^)oテニス

i want to be sprinter,走る人

i want to have a good sense of music,

i want to be a singer,カラオケ

i want to be a wonderful dancer,

i want to have my own "Disneyland",

i want to do photography,

i want to make some super good films,

i want to reach at least 165cms at height (i'm only 161,5 cms now!!),

i want to have my family to go abroad around the world,

i want to have an elder brother (it's impossible,right? since i'm the 1st child in my family),(T▽T;)

i want to mastered english, deutch, japanese, chinese, spanish, and lots of languages,

i want to go diving someday,うお座

i want to see snow,雪の結晶

i want to have an ideal weight (><;),

i want to meet V6 at least once and thank them,

i want to meet Takeru Sato and give him compliment for his acting in Kamen Rider Den-o,

i want to ask Yabu Kota if he wants to be my brother,

i want to meet Kanata Hongo and tell him that he's so adorable, (>////<)

i want to meet Ai Takahashi,

i want to take art class,

i want to have a diploma in cooking (in Le Cordon Bleu o(^▽^)o),

i want to live in Canada or New Zealand someday,

i want to go to Japan with my best friend, Ella too,

i want to eat Japanese sweets,

i want to eat Italian foods in Italy,

i want to help my best friends in their wedding,

i want to meet my fated one for me soon,

i want to have a boyfriend too,



and lots more.they can't be wrote down here. lol. anyway, maybe some of my dreams are weird, but, hey! that's real! ニコニコ





but everybody knows that life is not that simple too, so of course we can't do our dreams. same as me ofc.lol

i'm often giving up my dreams, especially about art and school.

but i really don't know why should i loose my dreams? that dreams that i reaaaally wanna do, dreams that i thought t can have them.

but, this is reality.



but, anyway, i knew that God has a brighter plans for me. i should be on His way. even though i don't understand his way, i don't like it, but,

He always made me come after Him, and walk through His way.

God is really good,right?




ah, since i didn't have anything on my mind again, i'll stop this.

lol


okay, maybe for the last


"Let's dream!" and don't forget to "Bring your dreams to God, coz He will guide you to your true future"





oyasuminasai.





God bless us





flo 合格


今日わ私の妹のお誕生日です!


じゃ、お誕生日おめでとう、ね。。


私たちがずっとずっと修羅ですけど、


今、貴女わ17歳です、


じゃ、これから大人になれる、よ。。


じゃ、イエスの祝福がありますよう。





まった、で。。


God bless Us。


Floヒマワリ


I am bored.


not just bored.


but i'm bingung (confuse) too.. lol.汗


i'm using 2 languages. lol.





i'm bored because there's nothing to do this morning.


and i'm confuse because of something happen some days ago. just read my other blog, here





gee..





i don't want to think about it again, but.. i can't!!!


i really hate myself if i'm being like that.


what is it? ano, too responsible?


lol





ah, i hope i will have a better day today..





just have a super good time today, everyone..


God bless us.


floヒマワリ