it's 10 days after grandma's gone.
sometime,I still can't believe that she was gone forever.
everyday after her coming from the hospital,me and my mom should clean for her every morning. and now I don't do anything every morning.
I kinda a bit lonely. lol.
Even though I didn't look sad at grandma's funeral,but actually I was sad. I can't fulfil my promise to her. I can't hear her voice that called my name again.
if I think about it ,sometime I become "ah,why did I never hear her call properly?" or something.
I can't looked sad just because I don't want my family became more sad. I knew they were sad,so I just tried to looked better so we can be stronger.

but,now she has gone. and I just can keep moving. I can't just stay and do nothing. I'm sure grandma doesn't want me to be like this too.
So, good bye grandma. let's meet again someday in Heaven. And please tell Jesus that I really looove Him.

P.s. I will always love you and remember you no matter what. don't worry. lol

Floヒマワリ


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Grandma, bye bye.
I know this is the best way for you.
You won't feel that pain again,right?
Uwaah, I wonder if you're happy now. Ah,you must be happy.
You can meet God by face to face. How's He looks like,granny? He must be so great,eh?
Honestly, I felt a bit sad when you gone this afternoon.
I was scared at that time.
And I suddenly thought about me being so bad when you were sick.
I'm really sorry. I even can't said that to you until the last time.
But,I hope you understand me and my stubbornness. Lol
Maa,I can't do anything again,ne.
Jya, sayonara ne,obaa-san,ah iie. Matta itsuka,ne.
I will always remember and love you.

Your grandchild,
Florencia Fabrianne


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今日は、ね
あの、
どうしようというかな、
なんか、くやしくって。
あさから、私のお母さんが 怒っています。
She didn't angry for once, but times!
Actually i didn't like it.
Gosh!
But i can't help ね 。
I just don't get it when shd blamed us for everything we didn't do.
Ah, but at least, i like this morning.it's pretty
God bless us
Flo ぐぅぐぅ



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こんいちわ!!!


おひさしぶり、だ、ね?





まー、みんあ、今日わ私にわマポトフでつくろう、よ!!


イェイー!!クラッカー





でも、それわちょっと、ね。。


because of i put too much tofu, so it looks a bit..





でも、おいし、ですよ。。


本当です。





so, thanks to CookingWithDog @Youtube for the recipe.


but sorry, i didn't follow all of them because of i can't found some of the ingredients near my house (since i can't go anywhere now)


and, wish you get well soon, chef.





anyway, what happen to ameba? i can't upload photo! gosh.





have a super good time


God bless us





floヒマワリ




Good morning!!アップ


How are you today ?
Me is.. a bit.. lol.
i can't say.
Today i didn't go to campus.(T▽T;)
Why?
Because of my class time was changed, but i just know it at the time,so..

Okay,let make it clear.
My class used to be at 9.40, but then i told that it changed to 8.
But i knew it at 8 too
So, i can't go,right ?
Plus, my house to campus is about 30 minutes

Anyway, is there anyone who ever have the same experience with me ? I would like to know your story too..\(^_^)/

God bless us
Flo ヒマワリ


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