just came back from school. fortunately my doppellesson math got cancelled グッド!

so i ve got much time now since i dont have to do any homeworks either... hm... what could i do?

-write a chap of my fanfic "a different kind of pain"
-write the first chap of the "bienchen und bienchen" sequel i wrote about yesterday
-draw something
-cook
-bake
-tidy up my room ( as if シラー)
-read yaoi

hm... actually i would like to do all of them but somehow.... i dont ┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌

hm... i will search for a nice recipe now but first of all i gotta look up the ingredients we have at home


i just finished reading my very first original story which has 20 chapter and i really really noticed how my stil of writing got better and better.

wahh it was so nostalgic. ドキドキ i totally fell in love with these charas again and maybe after finishing my current story "a different kind of pain" (which will still take a long time to finish) i will write a sequel to "bienchen und bienchen" ( something like a cute version of "bee and bee" ) with the main charas jeremy&charlie. there were many people who asked for a special one shot just for this pairing... so maybe i am gonna write a story about them. actually that would also be the first time i write a story that doesnt play in a high school. could get interesting チョキ

hmm but what kinda story should i write. since these charas already appeared i ve gotta find something fitting. wait wait... lemme name the things that i already mentioned about the charas.

charlie:
-bi
-asshole
-arrogant
-handsome
-acts like a king
-loves to fool around
-would do anything to make his love jealous
-goes for the cheeky kinda guys
-is a fan of justice
-has a crush on jeremy
-knows that jeremy likes him too

jeremy:
-blond
-crybaby
-quite handsome
-has a henry-complex
-gets jealous easily
-says that he cant stand gays
-hates cheeky brats even though he is cheeky himself
-had two gilrfriends
-wont admit his feelings for charlie

both:
-live together in a shared apartment together with Dennis and Henry
-study at the same university
-like each other


hmmm i think its gonna be fun writing that story. maybe i will even start with the first chapter now. just have to figur out the pov xDDD
ok guys i am furious むかっ

the author of my favourite fanfiction ever just wrote me a mail saying that MY fanfiction "a different kind of pain" is to similar to hers and i stole the storyline and the charas from her.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THAT CRAZY BITCH はてなマーク!!

1. my main chara might be an asshole just like hers but still... he is a totally different person. his looks are different. his situation ( family, friends ) is different and his character is different... so like everything 目
2. my storyline DOESNT has anything to do with hers. hers is about that asshle guy mobbing a gay guy and in the end the asshole falls in love with the gay and the gay turns out not to be gay and they dont become a couple and my story is about an asshole having been in love with a straight guy for about 3 years but he has never talked to him before so one day he figures out that that guy is the brother of one of his friends and they get to know each other but in the end he figures out that that a friend of him who has been by his side forever loves him and he also falls in love with him...

very similar isnt it? むっ

ok so i told her that she is crazy. i am now waiting for her answer.

its gonna be fun パンチ!