I had a really horrible dream, .I dont remember the reason but i've been kidnapped by some strange guys and they had me locked in in a hotel room for days so I couldnt escape. Actually I was only waiting for death and i knew for sure that there was no way to escape. Infront of the hotel many many men in black clothes gathered and looked up to my room. Sometimes strange things happened like they were doing some kinda experiment with me.

Well actually the bad part about the dream starts now... one of the experiments... well i cant really describe it but they send me a guy in my room who was really nice and we talked and stuff. i had a pool in my room so we went together in the pool i somehow really loved that guy even though i didnt know him. so when the bad guys came in and were trying to take me away he stood infront me and tried to save me even though he knew he would be killed is he does. in the end the bad guys threatened to kill me right now so he let me go. and when they dragged me past him we looked at each other... and his face... he was so hurt and looked at me as if the world was going to end. i touched his shoulder and the grabbed my hand but then we had to let go and i was taken to a different room.

in the end one of the bad guys told me that they killed him because he ( the one i loved ) betrayed them.

i am so sad right now. i really wanna cry. that guy... he was so nice and caring and.... it's like i really really know that guy and he died しょぼん

btw... thats not so important but still a bit strange. the guy was the actor 성준 ( Sung Joon ). the one who played the second male lead guy in the drama 내게 거짓말을 해봐 ( Lie To Me ).

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but why him? well i really liked him in the drama and he's super handsome but he wouldnt have been my first choice... i dont know... but now i like him more... 'cause of the dream....


so yesterday i started watching an already finished korean drama called 동안미녀 ( Babyfaced Beauty ) which aired at the beginning of 2011

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i heard about this drama before but cause it had many bad comments i didnt watch it. since i was searching for a new romance drama i started it anyway and i really really like it. actually i dont understand what people are talking about. saying stuff like "it gets boring after episode 3" and such.... actually it doesnt. not even one bit むっ even the typical whore-like character is alright... well i still dont like her but she is not as bad as others.

the main guy played by 최다니엘 ( Daniel Choi ) is realllyy cute. his facial expression and he's a total idiot. i love this kinda main charas. oh and he looks like a friend of mine whos name is also daniel 目 when i figured that out i was like:....wtf? 叫び

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the second male main chara is also really handsome. his name is 류진 ( Ryu Jin ) and he totally reminds me of the hot bad killer guy from city hunter. the one who also plays the secretary of that bitch in 여인의 향기 ( Scent Of A Woman )

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since i am way to tired to do anything at the moment i will finish episode 10 and go to sleep.
I loved both episodes and finally... at the end of the last episode the main guy figured out that she is ill. we couldnt really see his reaction yet but with the next episode i will finally know 目 it's going to be sooo dramatic. i hope he doesnt cry... i cant see such nice guys cry... wahh just thinking about it makes me sad