"iBoy" & "The Hunger Games"

status: not even started

so i bought two new books.

first one named "iBoy" is about a boy who somehow has an accident and crashes with his iPhone ( lol sounds weird ) and has now some piece of it in his head and gets some kinda power hope it will be good. the author is pretty famous too but i still havent read anything of him cause his other stories dont sound that interesting for me... but this one does

next one named "The Hunger Game" is actually the one i told you about... i forgot its german name... and i cant really describe what its about... so i will tell you after i read it but one thing i know: its a trilogy just like "The Maze Runner" hehe

and i actually found another book i want to read. its also a trilogy and called "City of Bones" but i didnt buy it. and i am not so sure about that one cause it has much fantasy in it and i am not THAT much of a fantasy fan. but the story sounds interesting so maybe i will like it.

my brother also bought himself a book. i dont know the name but its pretty short and about a guy who died together with his class cause of an accident and somehow he wants to take on god so he can go to heaven or something like that. i am gonna read that one too as soon as my brother has finished it. well that will be soon ( maybe even today ) cause it only has 150 pages

holidaysss!

finally! just came back from school and now i have FINALLY my 6 weeks long summer vacation

sooo the first two hours i had a huge breakfest with my art-class and actually i didnt eat much. we just talked all the time and so on. AND i had a very nice conversation with Lisa and some other girl i dont even know the name of about books hehe.... i really love reading

sooo in the third hour i was supposed to get back my certification but cause i didnt bring my books along i had to go ALL the way back home to get them just to go back to school was that really necessary? i mean i could have just gave it to them after the vacations... its not like they need it

the average of my grades is 3,1.... well its not really good but not as bad as i thought it would be. its okay i think. i mean if you think about it.... i got 3 blue-letters ( some kinda warnings ) and in the end i didnt even have one 5 on my certification. they turned into two 4s ans even one 3 and that happened in one month.... see? i am not stupid... i am just lazy as shit.... yes i am! i admire it ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌ i mean i ve got better things to do... for example read some manga or books

my father is gonna come here in a few minutes and give me 30€ so i will be able to buy two other books when i go to the store afterwarrds ( maybe my brother will come along again ). well maybe i am gonna buy one book and two manga or something.... still dont know.

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there are times when i really forget what kind of person my mother is.... sometimes i really do forget it.... cause i am not the one to remember fights and talk about them days after i always forget... even though i tell myself everytime that i wont ever forget it.... not this time.... in the end i do forget it and only remember when the next fight starts....

shes not a good mother. she isnt.... she does allow me everything... thats true.... but not cause she wants me to be happy.... its cause she doesnt care at all... all she cares about is herself.... she doesnt see anything beside herself and her boyfriends..... nothing..... NOTHING! i am not important to her at all.... nobody is.... that explains everything that has happend until now

there is no such thing as love.... that shit doesnt excist in this fuckin world.... people are only egoistic... and the ones who arent are only surrounded by such people and sometime start to act the same way cause thats the only way to save oneself from dying cause of the pain in your chest....

the only person you should love is yourself. you should NEVER EVER trust someone.... love someone.... cause in the end you will only be hurt.

if you are one of these few poeple who arent egoistic than you should hurry up and change into one... otherwise life will be hell