Hello everyone
Like I said on なう I will write a blog entry full of feels about something that made me really sad.
So before you start reading. If you don't like it to read so much feeling things than I request you to not read the complete entry. It will be full of feelings and yeah... Just a little information for everyone.
So let's start now.
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Few days ago there was an announcement, that let me feel very..sad
BLACK LINE will disband on December 16th
It was a big shock to read this news. I don't know..There was no sign for it..there was nothing that let someone think that this will happen ;___;
I'm absolutely sure that they have their reasons for this step and I understand it, but it's still really hard for me to accept it.
Since 2012, especially since the tour BLACK LINE got really important to me. They are more than a band for me. They are..my everything, you know?
Thanks to them I had a wonderfull time in December together with Saya. Their music helped me in many situations. Each of the members is special for me.
To be a BLACKER is something special for me..it's like a family, you know? I can't really explain my whole feelings..I'm still shocked about it.
I personally wish that December will never come. Let's skip the month..I think no one will say something against this..
When the announcement was there I couldn't stop crying...Even if I wanted to stop..I couldn't
And even now, some time after this, I still feel like crying. Some days are okay but then there are also some where I just want to lay on my bed and cry.
I can talk with Saya and Paulina and also Kiri about it and yeah..But you know it's still a bad feeling.
What I really hate is the fact that I can't be at the final together with my dearest persons...
I absolutely hate my life at that point that I'm not able to be there ;__;
And I have the bad feeling that we won't be able to see them one last time..But let's see..maybe a miracle will happen.
But what I will do for sure is, to support them in everything they will do!
I just have to..it's a feeling that says me I have to do this. For them.
So..you know..I will support them until the very end!!!! Think about me what you want. I don't care. Really.
If you don't understand how much a band can mean for someone, you shouldn't even say anything on this here. And please don't come with things like "it's just a band"
Seriously....You will wish that you had never said this.
Yeah...that are my feelings at the moment and I don't want to make anyone sad with this or so.
BLACK LINE should never forget that we as BLACKER and like a kind of family will always stay behind them and support them in what they will do.
BLACKERs family stay together until the end.
Thank you for reading >///<
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See you
(^з^)-☆Chu!!
