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Choices.

Do I live to smile or I smile to live?






So, today is what everybody has been working hard for since the semester started. Our project 1 exhibition. It wasn't very big, just located in a modest food laboratory, with only the staff and the press.

*wait, why am I trying to type an essay... (-"-;A

Whatever man, of course there was this bitch, who only can eat and her tongue as sharp as the knives in the food lab whose name shall not be mentioned, but written in a Death Note instead. Anyway, everyone's exhibition was spendid, because everyone has put in a lot of effort and tried our best and whatever that is. Oh yeah, the photos.. (・・;) Okay, the first one is my team's presentation- Nasi Lemak. Then the second one is the Roti Prata team, which is my neighbour.. Hahaha. And so is the next photo, the Laksa Team, also my neighbour. For the next photo, the crepe looking thing is the modification that the Popiah team made, it tastes really good~~ ヽ(゚◇゚ )ノ Last but not least, the Satay team, with their modification of satay sushi, yum.. Serious! ( ̄▽+ ̄*)

Well, there are many other teams, but I didn't take photos.. (^_^;) There is no more space in my mem card, too many misc pics (^^ゞ

Ah well, after such a long day,wa lau so mushy can don't type a not (>_<) my team, thank you and really sorry for not replying to the SMS-es. Great job done, my team~ (*^ー^)ノ So if you would excuse me, I need to go and puke. AHHH WHY I GO TYPE SUCH MUSHY SHIT AHHHHH φ(.. )

Okay, overall...

ありがとう、皆さん!

| 壁 |д・)



Yo~, I am finally back. How's everyone's first week of school going? For those in PAE, how is your JC orientation? Hahaha... Not like me, no PAE.

Anyway, even to those who got retained in J1, it is not the end of the world really. If it ever comes, I will SMS you, okay?

Okay back to the topic, back in school after a 2 week hiatus, hmrm.. Everything seems the same and stuff, rushing, sleeping, skipping classes, sleeping at ungodly hours *rambles on and on* However, one thing doesn't really change, the hidden tension that has been lying down there, ready to crash and burn when it gets strained further. Sometimes, I'd rather be surrounded in a sea of stupid than an army of intellects. I am too dumb to face them. (-。-;) Either that or that I just couldn't give a fuck. (´0ノ`*) Wa wa wa, post getting more and more emo already. 笑

Yeah, speaking of which, my brother just keeps on rambling about his orientation. HAHA, he even SMS-es me just to tell me about the random people he sees in his college. (^_^;) So to spam a bit about his orientation, GIMME THE EYE OF THE SPARROW~ f^_^;

Okay, the photo is the plate of pasta I had today for lunch~

That's all for now, じゃ.
I just realised that I have never made a lyric post before (^ε^)♪ So today on this new year's day, I present to you silent jealousy by X japan~ Don't worry, I am not emo, I was just totally mesmerised by the PV (/_;)/~~

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Silent Jealousy
X
[作詞、作曲: YOSHIKI 編曲: X]
I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time
静寂の凶気に片目を潰されたまま

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left
偽りの真珠で飾った薔薇の花束を探す

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love
幻覚の愛に飼われた操り人形

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me
指先まで真紅に染まったオレを見つめて
もう耐えきれない 孤独のセレナーデ
虚像の海に流して
夢から覚めた 血塗れの天使を
胸に抱いても I cannot stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
悲しみに乱れて
戻れない愛を飾る
繰り返す孤独の中に
Tell me true 何処に行けば
苦しみを愛せる
I still want your love 愛を止めて
狂い咲く記憶を消して

"I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel yor breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returnd
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you
But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories"

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
立ち去る前に殺して
叫気の愛に抱かれた瞳は
何も見えない
今も I miss you
Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy 夢に墜ちて
抱き締める記憶を
Stay in yesterday 時を止めて
繰り返す孤独を消して
Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
悲しみに乱れて
Kill me, love

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Bea bea and I were thinking what if alice nine casted for death note...

so we have come to somewhat a conclusion! (ノ゚ο゚)ノ

夜神月=虎 (because I think he looks evil enough)
L=将 (look at his eyes, they can stare at you like what L does)
彌海砂=ヒロト (he is cute.)
高田清美=沙我 (the only thing i can remember abt takada is her legs, so does saga)
夜神総一郎=Nao (he just has this fatherly thing going on XDDD)

of course we have also come to a conclusion for the gazemen (´0ノ`*)

夜神月=葵 (because he looks smart.)
L=??
彌海砂=麗 (he is blonde, he is pretty, he makes men fall in love with him, so what more do u expect? XDD)
高田清美=??
夜神総一郎=??

yeahs, we haven thought about the rest yet, so someone give some ideas? hahaha~

*this is just a joke ar, nt true one ar*