Ugh life is pointless.

I'm so depressed. It seems so easy for others to get what they want and be happy but I never get that chance. It's not like I am living a horrible life but it's not what I want it never will be and so I am miserable.

I just want to be happy and feel sure of myself and confident but it seems like it's not meant to be. I always have to do shit I don't want to do to please someone else. I am not amazingly selfless and I realize I am greedy at times but like I said I just want to be content for once in my life.

I just want to quit life knowing my only option is to not be myself.

Guess what I got

Pretty shoes, but why do they tie up strangely?

That's because...

They are tap shoes!

They are really worn but I don't care. I paid $6 for them. It's time to learn After School's tap routine. I am so excited to start learning. :3

LMAO WHY

This has happened before but I didn't think it would happen again. I am an old maid and growing still. It's so weird. I think it's because I am addicted to milk again. I've only grown a little bit and I hope I don't become a giant that can't find long enough pants. I also don't want to outgrow my bed because I am only a tiny bit away from being the length of it. XD