Was at the store today when I was debating whether or not to buy a pregnancy test. I missed my period but thought nothing of it. After many fail attempts at trying to get pregnant, I didn't think anything of it. But I went ahead & got it anyways. When I got home & took the test, I didn't expect anything new. I always got 1 line and disappointment. To my surprised, 2 lines appeared. I was in total shock & disbelief. I waited to take a second test and very quickly 2 lines appeared. I called Jeff and told him immediately. I was thinking there's no way. It's just a false positive. I called the clinic to schedule a walk in to do another test. When I did the 3rd test at the doctors, she confirmed it was positive and I was pregnant. By calculation, I'm about 4 weeks & 5 days. I was still shocked. I remember last month I took 3 tests and it all came back negative and same with the previous months. I literally told Jeff we were never going to have a baby as I would never be able to get pregnant. I'd spend all my time stressing, wondering & worrying. So my last ovulation, I thought nothing more of it. I didn't waste my time wondering if I could be pregnant. I just assume I'm not. I did my best not to stress myself out over it & set my hopes up. So when I missed my period, it didn't even occur to me. I randomly decided to buy a test today just for the heck of it and I'm VERY VERY surprised at the results. I still feel like taking 5 more tests but to be extra sure lol.
Bistro box for lunch. For dinner later today, I'm having a chipotle chicken bowl. Also bought a large pink drink. I feel so guilty for eating badly today and the past two days. Which just means I gotta work out harder tomorrow and get back to eating my prepped meals.


