I'll try to talk in english, but since I'm not very good at it (some people even insulted me T^T), I don't guarantee anything.
First thing is... I'm not able to use this site, I'm just too horrible with it *cries in a corner*, but I think I'll push myself to learn how to use it... at least basics!!!
Yeah, the problem is that I'm all "promise here, promise there" to myself, but day for day I don't conclude anything. I'm a little... sad.
I'm only fifteen but I feel like I'm wasting all my time, all my life.
I have too many goals but I don't see the light of my future.
Ahhh... When will finish all of this?
I want to be happy, to be FREE, and... I want to have a future in which believe. But... nothing.
And the fault is only mine.
It's my fault if I never end up with something. It's frustrating.
I always repeat to myself "I have time, I will never give up", but... but.
I don't know, I'm losing myself.
I wanted to be a stronger girl.
I have dreams, but I fear that they'll remain dreams forever.
I don't want to end up like this.
I have to do something.
First thing is... I'm not able to use this site, I'm just too horrible with it *cries in a corner*, but I think I'll push myself to learn how to use it... at least basics!!!
Yeah, the problem is that I'm all "promise here, promise there" to myself, but day for day I don't conclude anything. I'm a little... sad.
I'm only fifteen but I feel like I'm wasting all my time, all my life.
I have too many goals but I don't see the light of my future.
Ahhh... When will finish all of this?
I want to be happy, to be FREE, and... I want to have a future in which believe. But... nothing.
And the fault is only mine.
It's my fault if I never end up with something. It's frustrating.
I always repeat to myself "I have time, I will never give up", but... but.
I don't know, I'm losing myself.
I wanted to be a stronger girl.
I have dreams, but I fear that they'll remain dreams forever.
I don't want to end up like this.
I have to do something.