Mizuko-loli -4ページ目

This is the second post I do as an outlet, not English so this post may be considered a murder English -laugh- butI want to do so.

You do not even know why I let out here, I suppose is human need to say or feel more relaxed.

Do not know if these have been difficult days for me or if I become weak, I fear the idea of ​​being weak, I will not be weak in front of anyone, I do not want anyone to see me ever mourn and talk about my problems, I guess I have a limit like everyone else and I'm getting this.

I feel no strength to go on, I do not look back because it hurts too much I wanted to see someone so much and not here, so I do not even stay where I am, not how to follow and I will not stop, just panic and fear of not do, not having the strength to go forward

.I want to do one thing really and I have stood, no matter how stupid it sounds this thing is my favorite band "Screw" is that since there is little motivation for some, but all I have now non-stop, I want to continue and I get what I want, I know that I achieved and that the only thing that kept me up for years will actually close.

I will not surrender, not yet, I want to say that we do, I see and feel that for which I have endeavored to meet them, my ideas, designs and work, is sufficient

.I will not surrender even though it hurts, even though I am afraid I do not need anyone by my side, nor do I have someone.

Not if he returns to make a post like this to vent, only really want to do this and nothing should stop me, I want to leave where I am, I leave and go away on my own, away from the rest, start something new there a

They are all I have stood, and I hope I will continue to succeed even when you're there to see them succeed and know that what they were pursuing.If I look back hurts,

if I look ahead is so far and if I look my mind what I hate, not to where you can escape for a little while, just a little, just enough to regain my strength.

I must not get up, because I will not fall.