these days I often wonder if Im trying to get close to something, or just trying to get away from the other.
maybe both are the case or either... i dont know
anyhow, the life is going on, without knowing. I make believe to let it go.
just for this moment..
Sometimes people can not control their emotion. In most of the cases, it should be relevant to human relationship.
and I dont like that
at all.
somehow I managed to take control over myself these last couple of years.,
and I made one decision so as to assure that even further.
It was a kind of tough one, but there was good reason to do so.
since then, my life went totally calm.
however seems it is coming back again. Im upset, irritated, frustrated....
Yet, it is not necessarily bad thing, since
it tells youre still young-or perhaps just inmatured.. whatsoever.
Im sure it would last for the next few days, but never mind.
Im not a kid any more, and i know how to calm myself.
plus, the thing im going through is not a crisis, but just a fact of life.
if i confess this to friends, they sure would say such is life with laughing.
haha, yeah, thats damn true. I think I should take it easy, not only for this, but foe everything.
dont worry about a thing. coz every little thing gonna be ...
true.
still I have this emotional explosion tho!
