It's been a few years since the last time I blogged about my ex...I was younger back then..a univ student and he was my first love. I just believed he's the one but it turned out the reality isn't sweet like romantic movies. I didn't mean he was evil or dishonest, rather we both were young and couldn't handle the situation change and the relationship changes.
Between that time and now, I had few boyfriends. I fell in luv with them definitely at first, but whenever I compared them with my first love, I realized they weren't real...
I fell in luv with a guy this month
I restart ameba since this time (this guy) seems the real one for me.
Writing the feeling or idea simply makes me comfortable w/
* confronting my deep feelings ( especially bad feelings like loneliness) alone cuz pushing them to him probably bothers him
* looking back or keep the track of our luvly relationship
* stopping the childish acts. I tend to depend on my bf as im the love addictor...
まぁ気楽に、カレに依存しすぎないようにｗ次こそ失敗したくないカレだと思えたからの再開で！ここは甘すぎるくらいの私に戻っちゃってもｗカレには甘すぎて引かれないようになりたいｗ
Between that time and now, I had few boyfriends. I fell in luv with them definitely at first, but whenever I compared them with my first love, I realized they weren't real...
I fell in luv with a guy this month
I restart ameba since this time (this guy) seems the real one for me.
Writing the feeling or idea simply makes me comfortable w/
* confronting my deep feelings ( especially bad feelings like loneliness) alone cuz pushing them to him probably bothers him
* looking back or keep the track of our luvly relationship
* stopping the childish acts. I tend to depend on my bf as im the love addictor...
まぁ気楽に、カレに依存しすぎないようにｗ次こそ失敗したくないカレだと思えたからの再開で！ここは甘すぎるくらいの私に戻っちゃってもｗカレには甘すぎて引かれないようになりたいｗ