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Yli 惨めさ

Welcome to my world! Where my mind full of thoughts, dreams and daily life are shared in a place.

Hi!

I know that every time
It seems to be difficult for me 
To write something here

And maybe late  but now
On December 25th, here in Mexico
I hope you had a wonderful 
Christmas eve and I want to wish you
A Merry Christmas anyway you celebrate! 

Merry Christmas!
¡Feliz Navidad! 
Hyvää Joulua 
メリークリスマス!



Hi!

Today I will talk about
A topic that I couldn't discuss
Or comment before.

Due to work issues I couldn't
Write until now. 

I did everything possible in order to
Watch both, the opening and
Closing ceremony from the Olympics.

Many competitions were difficult
To watch live, so I had to watch 
The repetitions online or at specific
Channels at home.

Due to these details I've got amazed
From competitions such as : Cuba,
Ecuador and some others won. 

Sports such as diving, gymnastics,
Archery, skateboard, weightlifting,
And Judo were from the most interesting 
Competitions I could watch due to the
Fact that I have been working since
They started. 

Certainly we as Mexican were unhappy
About the fact of having few medals 
And lots of promises from government
Saying more medals and athletes were
Having great support.

I heard about an archer who was
Participating for Holland due to 
Her marriage and the negative from
Government to represent Mexico
And living abroad. 

That was a story made me
Feel sad due to their needs
And little support. 

Due to this fact I were in love
With both ceremonies.
Enjoying the best from 
Japanese culture, all these
Made me feel great and happy 
To wake up very early in my few days
Of rest including the bravery and
Great organization of this wonderful
Event.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
A nice fact about coins 
In my country.

Since I was younger I realized
 about my father's interest
On collecting coins, this came
From my grandfather and followed
And supported by my grandma. 

I felt the same interest so I decided
To continue with that, looking 
For coins and collecting them.

My father called me to tell me
That since last year he has been 
Looking for a $20 coin that 
commemorates the foundation
From the state (Veracruz) were 
I was born due to this, there were
These coins (normally there are just
¢20, ¢50, $1, $2, $5 and $10.

For $20 there is just paper money,
And it was a nice thing, but it was 
Supposed there were being used
For people but it wasn't! 

I took advantage of the fact that
I had to go to the bank and I asked
 for them.

I asked for one or two and
The person I asked first told me
 that they had but just a few of them
So when I saw them I was happy 
Of having them with me.

My mom asked me for more
But taking into account that
I was barely given the option
On having 2 an maybe no more
Than that I think it was OK.

My father is happy and asked me
To keep them with me.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
Last week and how after
Thinking it wouldn't be
It was and how did I worked
At my workplace for some days.

On Friday 9th we were informed
That we were going to work 
There, classes ended and we were
Working on next school year and 
Some other things.

From Monday to Thursday
We were there, with school 
Computers and each of us on
A classroom except for some
That were going to work 
on the computer lab or in the 
laboratory due to issues of space.

Unfortunately internet was crap
The whole time and some of us 
Changed our place. 

I decided to go and share a
Classroom with another workmate
Due to the issue internet was 
Much better there.

Unfortunately it wasn't enough 
And I decided to stay, anyway 
Her job and mine were on
The same line and we complemented
Our work, and due to the problem 
With connection if helped us
To organize what we had to do. 

Certainly we could finish faster 
With good internet connection 
But at the end we were just 
Working in periods of time, 
Some others were were moving
To other spaces visiting workmates 
Or being visited, talking and knowing 
Each other  something it wasn't possible 
Before. 

I arrived to work there a few months
 before the lock down started.
And of course I have new workmates
 who arrived a year ago and we just
Met virtually. Certainly it helped. 

The last day, we had to help tutors
To hand in the documents to 
Students. A process would normally 
Be for the office but due to the 
Little space and make it easier, faster and 
Avoid jam we helped. 

I had the opportunity to meet
Some parents and talked with them
And it was wonderful to listen 
They were thanked with our job 
And even though an opportunity 
Where we were almost crying 
Due to a student complex heath 
Situation. 

I felt pretty thankful for those days. 
And now I am enjoying of vacations
But unfortunately for me they are 
almost over.

Next week I have to go back, 
For one side I feel I needed some
More rest due to the big amount
Of stress. In the other side I want to 
Go back and work there because 
Sometimes is hard to work being 
Interrupted several times at home
And having maybe some periods 
I can take to rest or do simple 
activities that make me feel great 
And happy. 

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Hi!

Today I will talk about 
something happened
To me last week.

On Wednesday
From last week, 
I was full work, as usual.

I was in the middle of
My classes and suddenly
My mom yelled: "there is no
Electricity"  something
 I realized when I saw there wasn't
Internet connection and of course 
The modem was off.

My laptop was fully charged so
I didn't have anything to fear, 
At least about my computer.
The minutes passed and
I decided to let my students
Know that I was arriving late.

My surprise was bigger due to
The several tries I were trying to send
That with my mobile data.

Nothing once again, 
I got despaired and started 
Preparing my stuff to go to
My workplace. 

After a few minutes I was able 
To call my boss, and recommended 
Me to go. Unfortunately my mom 
Was denying anything and asked 
Me to wait, but of course electricity 
Wasn't coming back. 


Once at school, I prepared 
Everything and started working,
My boss informed me that 
Early that week 
there were heavy rains 
And that affected to at least 
Four of my coworkers who live
In the same zone that 
our workplace. 

I send you don't know how to 
Drive, I live far away from 
My workplace and my mom 
Had already received the second 
Vaccine the day before. 

Because of the hard day 
We bought some roast chicken 
And we went back home.

For our surprise, as soon as 
We arrived to our neighborhood 
We asked about the time electricity 
Went back and it was just 
5 minutes before we arrived. 

So, we continued our day trying to 
Rest from the adrenaline of that! 

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
Something that I promised 
To talk about.

This was about the fact of 
coming back to work at my
Workplace.

At the beginning of this month
We were said to go back and work
As nowadays (online) but at our
Workplace.

I were organizing the most important
And necessary things I would need
At that moment such as some
Stationary items would help me.

This was due to the pushing
Situation of authorities in 
Mexico City wanting to finish
This school year presentially. 

Taking into account that we are
At around 3.5 hours from it,
Many people was asking
About it.

So, for me this was a great
Chance. I was enjoying
Of those great moments 
I'm having working at home
Without caring for those 
Situations were amusing me
Or despairing me sometimes.

Then, due to problems with
Numbers increasing of people 
Becoming ill again this took a
Step back. 

So, at these days I was 
supposed to be working
In my workplace and I still here.

Going back to the same, 
and being ready in case of 
Any plans changing. 

It seems to be that we will visit
Our workplace on a special activity
Next week, of course I will talk about it 
As soon as I'm able to.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
Something that makes me 
Pretty happy!

I ended Silent Hill homecoming
By first time! 

I'm pretty happy about it!
I enjoyed playing this game.
This was the very first time
I have played a Silent Hill game
So, maybe many people dislike 
This (at least is what I have read). 

Due to the fact that I will tell
In another entrance I had very
Little time to play. 

Since I realized about this I put
All my efforts in playing well, 
At least the time I could spend
On it, to finish it. 

I had known it was just matter
Of time and that I was close to 
The end.

Unfortunately I was sad,
Due to the time wasn't enough
And that playing next week 
Wasn't sure at all to have enough
Time to play.

So I decided to give one 
Last chance to play and 
try to finish the game.

I was just in the battle with
The last boss was pretty difficult. 
At least for me, I had played hard
And in the computer it is more
Tiring. I was feeling tired 
Because of too much work and
Pressing controls so hard didn't help. 

From the previous day
I got a new little tired and 
Having a little hurt 
on my right wrist, so
I said it was for a bad posture
At sleeping time. 

And after trying twice it happened
The final boss was killed and I got 
Pretty happy.

I got the smile or happy ending,
And seeing that ending 
made me feel wonderful
But that achievement is lonely
Just without to much people 
To tell.

If I hadn't looked for how to
Achieve all the endings 
I would have taken
The same choices I took.

That was yesterday and
My achievement came with
My wrist hurting more than
Before. 

So now I think I will try to
Get at least 2 more endings
From this game.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
This weekend.

I decided to take a group
Of workshops to improve
And learn more about 
my profession.

Before the lock down
I almost never took 
The chance to take this 
Kind of activities due to 
the lack of time with my jobs
And certainly problems with
My schedule.

Last year I assisted to these
Workshops and helped me a lot.
And being virtually and launching 
All of them at home using zoom. 

And I have been took
The chance to take them again.

I did this experiment and got
How to explain how we breath in 
And out and how our lungs work.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
The vaccination in Mexico
And how I got vaccinated.

In Mexico  my country,
It was decided that vaccines 
Will be given according to your
Age.

Starting after doctors, nurses and
So on were the elders and people
On their 60's. Then on this month
Started with people on their 50's.

There are vaccinating with Pfizer,
Astra Zeneca, Sputnik V and CanSino.

There are some places very organized
And others that are on the chaos.

After around 2 months there are
Places with elders that haven't
Finished with elders yet.

Due to the government plans
And in order to get prepared 
For going back from lock down
It was decided to give us to the 
Teachers the opportunity
Of being vaccinated. 

So, due to my age was high
Possible that I were going to
Received it next year.

Schools helped on the process.
And last Thursday I got vaccinated 
With cansino vaccine as all the
Teachers in Mexico. 

Unfortunately being a one-shot
Vaccine made it pretty strong.
I got fever at night  headache and 
I was feeling terrible.

Next day most of my workmates
And I were on the same. 

I were Saturday and Sunday
With headaches and problems 
On my knees and ankles.

On Monday I felt much better
And started to work as usual.

Even though I were feeling
So bad, I'm happy and feeling 
Great to be protected from this,
And now I feel confident to retake
Life little by little without fear of
Getting ill, of course with all the
Current requirements we need
To follow.

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Hi!

Today I will talk about
How did I celebrate the
Teacher's day in look down. 

Last Saturday (May 15th)
It is celebrated the teacher's day
In Mexico, due to the importance
And great job full of respect.

On my first job they did a raffle
Normally I have good luck but
This time luck wasn't mine,
So I didn't get anything.

On my second job we celebrated
With a zoom meeting with games, 
Even though I couldn't win I had
Lots of fun having some snacks 
And drinking coffee to toast
(it was in the morning, so the best
Was coffee).

Then, in the afternoon I celebrated
Buying a pizza at home.

Since the lock down started
I hadn't eaten even tasted pizza or
Almost any other food prepared
Outside home.

I enjoyed this day! And I hope to
Don't celebrate another one 
Due to a lock down.

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