So lately I've been depressed, even though I'm a strong person, at least I used to be. The reason is because I feel ill, with a fever of 37 ish. It's no big deal, I can go to the bathroom and prepare meals and stuff, but I notice everything's different, like I can't stand up more than half an hour without feeling dizzy, not being able to enjoy simple activities like playing games and watching TV for more than 1 hour without feeling sick. Having to have a rest multiple times a day.
After a bit of research I found there's lots of people like me who always feel ill or sick even though their docs tell them they're alright. There's nothing wrong with them, yet they can't even live like a normal person. Most of them don't even have the strength to go to work. These people get a diagnosis of CFS. I thought about getting the same diagnosis, I've been thinking about getting the second opinion & third opinions etc but I still believe I can figure this out by myself, so I've been procrastinating while doing this and that. I'm slowly losing the sense of what's normal and what's not. I don't know what to do anymore, even now I feel like just laying in bed doing nothing, it sounds like a typical depression symptom but it's not cuz when I feel alright that's when I play games and watch TV and have fun! It's such a shame I have this unknown condition.