I found out that my dad has a cancer. Somewhere deep down I sort of knew this kind of thing would happen from his life style full of bad habits, smoking a pack of cigerette, drinking heavily until he looses his memory.
I left home as soon as I finished my uni, now if I come to think about it there is a major reason behind my decision moving abroad. Owning their own business, my parents life was centered around work all the time. At the dinner table, breakfast table, they'd talk about business, business and business. I hated the fact that my parents lived to work, not vice versa. I always thought that the life shouldn't end that way. It's got to be myself to cut that "workholic" vicious circle chain, and find my own way of life elsewhere.
As a result of being a "slave" of his work, he ended up suffering lots of stress, which led him to smoke and drink like mad. And now he's now got a throat cancer.
Life is all about choice people say, but some genuine "kind" people do nice things for their loved ones. But the loved ones who're supposed to thank him don't know how much suffering he's gone through.
what the fuck. Life is so unfair. And I so regret having chosen to live on the other side of earth, such a distance between us. I'm sorry dad.
I left home as soon as I finished my uni, now if I come to think about it there is a major reason behind my decision moving abroad. Owning their own business, my parents life was centered around work all the time. At the dinner table, breakfast table, they'd talk about business, business and business. I hated the fact that my parents lived to work, not vice versa. I always thought that the life shouldn't end that way. It's got to be myself to cut that "workholic" vicious circle chain, and find my own way of life elsewhere.
As a result of being a "slave" of his work, he ended up suffering lots of stress, which led him to smoke and drink like mad. And now he's now got a throat cancer.
Life is all about choice people say, but some genuine "kind" people do nice things for their loved ones. But the loved ones who're supposed to thank him don't know how much suffering he's gone through.
what the fuck. Life is so unfair. And I so regret having chosen to live on the other side of earth, such a distance between us. I'm sorry dad.