wow---.....
I read most of my journal and felt like strange.
Fitstly, its been an full year since I came back from victoria last Aug.
I kept down so many feelings about going abroad, meeting new people and so on,,,,,,,,
and then I reminded a little of that feeling how I thouht of living in another country. This feeling, make me shocked coz I almost ....mostly forgot about it.
Time gives peole new life, new things and make them lose their much of memories...........uhhhh gosh
I dont know how should I do.
I need to do more n more for my language, my studying, my beatiness, etc....but I m doing nothing.
Also I read one of my friends who just went to L.A. for studying.
Shes in a big big adventure and trying to overcome it.
I should do some trying in an shape,,,,,,,,,,,huhhhhhhhh shoot
feel too bad that I forgot about my past, about what I was doing, about what I was wondering, what I wanted to do......
did I just feel great about my new darling and just didnt face to the reality?
so that I forgot many things?
i dunno,,,,,,,,,neither dont need to consider so deeply..
uhh
I remember when I was in the pool at the flat's basement
I remeber when I went to the bookstore and meet some friends there...
I remember many things!
dont wanna lose those memories,,,,,,,,,
that moment never comes again, of course
and and I notice that
I do not get that kinda feeling in Japan
'that kinda feeling'
it is
the feeling I think like this
I don wanna lose this moment's memory
I do not get this feeling in these days in here.
gosh
awesome