It has been a while.
Not much has happened in my life. When I say that, I literally mean that. I go to school, I got home, do my homework and go to bed.
On Saturdays, I volunteer, and have a chance of seeing one of my friends who lives about 30 miles away. Tomorrow may be one of the last times we'll ever see each other because of the distance, and I'm sad. We'll text, but its not the same. We're both incredibly random like that and have better conversations in person. Neither of our parents know we're friends either, and my parents at this point automatically seem to hate everyone I talk to so yeah.
I've been playing more Dungeons and Dragons lately,having a 9 person campaign makes things ridiculous and awesome。
Things at my school have gotten crazier too, and I'm just tired of it all. I have 2 weeks left until I graduate and I still don't know what I want to do in my life. I want to move out, but I have nowhere to go, and almost no one to turn to.
The people who I thought were my friends really aren't 90% of the time. We don't talk outside of school (or in school). And I don't relate to them anymore either. I don't give a shit about 'dank memes', kids smoking twix bars and what not. And then they'll talk to me, and treat me like everything is normal.
This year has been about change, I've stripped away the mask that I've worn to fit in, and I'm being more of myself. If people don't like the real me, then they aren't my friends, and I wish I realized that sooner. For once in my life, I feel like I actually have friends who spent time getting to know "the real me", and didn't run instantly in the other direction when it wasn't normal or like everyone else. And when I say 'friends' I actually mean that one friend I mentioned before.
I also graduate in 2 weeks.
アメリカで高校を卒業します！！
またね～
Elpis
Not much has happened in my life. When I say that, I literally mean that. I go to school, I got home, do my homework and go to bed.
On Saturdays, I volunteer, and have a chance of seeing one of my friends who lives about 30 miles away. Tomorrow may be one of the last times we'll ever see each other because of the distance, and I'm sad. We'll text, but its not the same. We're both incredibly random like that and have better conversations in person. Neither of our parents know we're friends either, and my parents at this point automatically seem to hate everyone I talk to so yeah.
I've been playing more Dungeons and Dragons lately,having a 9 person campaign makes things ridiculous and awesome。
Things at my school have gotten crazier too, and I'm just tired of it all. I have 2 weeks left until I graduate and I still don't know what I want to do in my life. I want to move out, but I have nowhere to go, and almost no one to turn to.
The people who I thought were my friends really aren't 90% of the time. We don't talk outside of school (or in school). And I don't relate to them anymore either. I don't give a shit about 'dank memes', kids smoking twix bars and what not. And then they'll talk to me, and treat me like everything is normal.
This year has been about change, I've stripped away the mask that I've worn to fit in, and I'm being more of myself. If people don't like the real me, then they aren't my friends, and I wish I realized that sooner. For once in my life, I feel like I actually have friends who spent time getting to know "the real me", and didn't run instantly in the other direction when it wasn't normal or like everyone else. And when I say 'friends' I actually mean that one friend I mentioned before.
I also graduate in 2 weeks.
アメリカで高校を卒業します！！
またね～
Elpis