ただ、主と自分の家族だけ私にうそをつきません。この授業の重点は最初から、今までも同じです。主は自分の人生の中で一番目です。なんでも、誰でもこのことを動けはいけません。主だけに信じできます。もし、主と遠くおられると、捜さなければなりません。

最近インタービュウのことに毎日もパソコンの前で資料を探している。疲れているけど、いいよ。知識が食われて、身に着けます。この仕事は大事ですね。


主、何回でも失敗するよ。何回でもあなたのてを動けないよ。どうしよう。


では、放棄しましょう。どう?放棄しましょう。いいの、主。

做教會詩班

我想做空姐兩年

同家人環遊世界

我想再去日本讀書

我想響日本工作兩年

睇平井堅演唱會

同Benny Hinn做朋友

在日本事奉

買好多靚衫

夠膽學識揸車

響BHM事奉

識得整好多甜品

建立一個世界性青少年文化交流組織

(傳統文化,政治,經濟,環境地理,教育,國際合作,藝術,飲食)


1. 首當其衝

教會

揾工

讀書

2.日夜無間

家人

朋友

關係

內涵品格

3.有増無減,與時並進

DREAM

知識

智慧

Positive attitude is what I need now

Yet,nothing is bigger than God

Reap all the land that I should have reaped before.

No matter my finance, my career, my family, my friends, my characters, my joy, my peace, my boy, my vision, my future, my travels, my hobbies, my tenderness, my vitality....

In Jesus' name I reap it all back from you. No way, you satan, go and get lost from my A. He is going to come back home in God's hand. You idiot, you are just nothing .... God is in control and He never fails and He will not fail me and Himself




Recently, he sends emails to me, we may have a chat. How nice it is to talk about Jesus to him freely, yes, without bondage today. I can send whatever I like to him now. I can send scriptures to him now. Yet, Lord, I know that I should put more time with knowing You and loving You or pray rather than sending the scriptures to him. Lord, I don't want to be the slave again. I don't want to check and wait for the emails day by day, just wait for emails... I don't want this kind of life. I want to be loved and love yet I also want my own career and contributions to the world. I want to preach the Gospel to the others and change my characters, especially towards my mum. How come? I don't want to be a hypocrite any more. I don't want, Lord, Jesus, Holy Spirit please change me and purge all the non-holy things in me. I am willing to give up my flesh for your glory. Lord, I don't want to worry about what he reads that may affect him knowing you. You know, this is your glory, this is your super-wisdom, this is your great plan. I don't want to worry about it. Lord, just do your things and don't let me mess it and Lord, don't forget me to equip me for your Kingdom in the future.

Yet, Lord, I really cannot bear his bad characters, his lies. Yes, he lies to me now. How can I believe that he likes me. Lord, he still wants to control me. He still cares about the outside more than the inside. Lord, I can't bear this. I don't need him to put me in the first place. I want him to put you the first and regret for what he did in his life yet be delight about what he can get in You.

Lord, Give me a way to walk this with you. I really need a way now.... I need you closely. I need you.

[Now, you have to walk with me and follow me. I am your supporter don't be weary about anything. The only thing is to read the word, pray with me and abide with the holy spirit. And then ask and seek. Just walk out that step, then you will see I am there with you at any time. Don't you ever worry again. Remember my words. I am here for you.]

thank you Jesus. I want to get more close to you, know you more and abide with you no matter what and be able to stand out to the world take back the land for your kingdom. Total success.

I love you I love you I love you Lord today

Because you care for me in such a special way

And yes I'll praise you

I'll lift you up

I'll magnify your name

That's why my heart is filled with praise

我唔知撒旦玩咩野,但係只要有主耶穌佢係唔可以傷害我.

感謝主不單醫治肉體的病,而且靈內,心內的病.

記住,唔好做對唔住神0既事,只要用心禱告,不住禱告殺戮撒旦至死方可.

佢已經係耶穌0既事,撒旦佢已經口中承認耶穌,所以耶穌會接管佢.

即使佢今日係咩都信,其實係你手下被壓住,但主耶穌己為我地每一個而死,亦復活.

所以不論我同我一家,我0既家族,我0既朋友,我以前0既男朋友同佢一家,什至日本,

什至地極,你都無可能亦再無權力去管轄佢,我已為佢地禱告,亦會一直禱.我信耶穌.

耶穌0既榮耀會彰顯.你,奉我主耶穌基督的名退去我與他們的身與靈.

感謝主.

搵工同讀書啦.

無論點,主呀,只要為我預備我所需的一切去為你工作.

God with us. In Jesus' name, Amen

主呀,對唔住,對唔住......

我完完全全的失敗

對唔住,算啦...只係一定要救佢.

你話我知以色列人係因為咁而失敗,我知但我都失敗.

「係呀,你以家知道你係做唔到家啦,其實我無叫你做家...

因為我係愛...我會...」

就係咩都唔好做,只是信同just flow with God's flow only.

人是因信稱義,不是因行為稱義.

不要理會別人的,因為每人的都不同...只管你與我...

行錯一步的後果是敗壞,因為選擇了從出於自己的.

不與神同行的日子等於失去生命,好像盲者人樣.

至死的強烈掙扎出於撒旦的微笑

不尋問神的自迂迴路

但耶和華的杖與竿與我同在

因為我相信耶穌基督是神的兒子,為我們釘十架而死,

替我們擔當了一生的罪與肉體,從此我不再是出於肉體而是出於神的國.

我已得勝,我一生都得主祝福,主亦明白我的感受,明知我內心的一切.

所以,主只是要我現在每一天每一天活好我現在在香港的生命.

我不知將來,亦不尋問,因為我知我主愛我並不會害我縱使我有壞的時候.

所以現在只是好好管理一切,並與身邊的人一同喜樂,每一刻與主同在.

直到一天,我知道我神會給我一個答案,會讓要成就的得以完全,

因為這不是出於我,不是出於我的朋友,亦不是出於我的老師,而是出於神的應許.

我在那一天並會作見證到地極,告知一切在死裏掙扎的,看似無任何展望的,

都要因耶穌的原固而得救,喜悅並充充滿滿的流出.

感謝主賜我平安,聖靈與我同在.

我只平平安安地跟隨主耶穌,並不是人的指意而行.

因為不是出於聖靈的我根本作不了......

所以我只求耶穌與我一生同在,我知你不會撒謊,並不會欺騙我的靈.

所以我只管行出我的生命,做回我自己就可以,因為神就是喜歡這樣的我.

主沒有叫我改變,只有主才會叫我並令我改變.

主我改不了,就這樣的一步一步跟隨你.

感謝你愛這不完美的我,接受這不完美的我,就是這樣的我.

主呀,我對你給我的異象什是高興,excited,我亦因你才會明白,感動與深知這份重擔的質與量.

我不完全,我在世的一天都不會完全,這你已接受並原諒.

2006年1月1日,在主褭重新坐到山的更高處.

2007年1月1日,我會因主而更高,事奉神.

舊事已過都變成新,我跟隨著主忘記背後,努力面前,向著標竿直跑,直跑開始便會完成.

我相信,我確信.

Go!