long long way to go.
lose how many? about 7kilos?
losing weight brings enormously painful, also self-blame times with needs for ANY FOOD.
Yes! ANY FOOD.
and i have to struggle against miss invisible inside of me, she keeps telling me "just give up"
how many times I GAVE UP as exactly she said? more than million times maybe.
loser....
asking myself 'why am i doing, what am i seeking for.'
BUT there are a number of reasons to start right away battling myself.