せかくのクリスマスの夜を楽しく過ごしたい

today is xmas day ,i wanna say that during the day i was very happy and have learned to avoid those sad memories. It's no surprise that it's still a single day but actually i could handle it well, i think i am skillful in some occasion,like there's nobody to keep company. After having been broken up for twice, i don't think there is any real love,and i hold the opion that there's nobody love me more than my parents.love&realtionship are nothing,maybe i am just unfortunate.maybe it's an unfair world,

i don't really want to repeat the living condition that the stalkers have been following me for more than 9 months,and force me to go mad.the school boy said to me :"who is she?? WHAT is she? HAHAHAHA"I was just annoyed and wanted to beat him but ... faced with a lot of people ,i couldn't do that. it is the first time that i realized that my school is not a place to LIVE BUT a HELL or PRISON. when you are in the public,there is no one to help you. Luckily, i am now in my home,though those crazy people curse me everyday, i don't have to response.i have learned that a girl must be strong,otherwise,she will be looked down on.

however ,today is x mas,hope i will get much more salary next year~haha!

诞生日~~

冬が一番好きですから、凄くソラク~そして 私は信じられないという21年に終止符を打った

印象の中の诞生日はいつもが山積みに伴っている仕事や勉强し、今年の最初から休んで╮(╯▽╰)╭だった

と言っていた私は,過ぎ去ったが経ってしまってしかたがないように連れて行かれた今年の误りを従来よりもみんなしなければならない。一生抑圧后悔しない抑圧の過去…

ことしは 最屈辱の1年間かもしれないだろうと思った！~~Y(＞_＜、)Y

それからもうやめましょう,言っても分かりやすくと林黛玉みたいに少しなかったと指摘している女も強いいじめに上げてきた私は知っていた

誕生日を迎えた意味ですので片づける过去の自分であることを確認できるのは私が御姐に一歩(⊙o⊙)

私のニューバースデー決心は23歳を稼いで买いつ端役で出演して生きてきたオタクotomeアップルコンピュータ~が日々だった☆

私があってもすでに過ぎた梦の年22歳まで梦に笑われる……

よし 私がんばります！

Queen of my heart by westlife

So here we stand in our secret place
With a sound of the crowd, so far away
And you take my hand and it feels like home
We both understand, it''s where we belong

So how do I say, do I say goodbye
We both have our dreams, we both wanna fly
So let''s take tonight to carry us through the lonely times

I''ll always look back as I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain
When I''ve found my way back to your arms again
But until that day, you know you are the queen of my heart

Queen of my heart

So let''s take tonight and never let go
While dancing we''ll kiss like there''s no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down like a diamond ring
I''ll treasure this moment till we meet again

But no matter how far or where you may be
I just close my eyes and you''re in my dreams
And there you will be until we meet

I''ll always look back as I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain
When I''ve found my way back to your arms again
But until that day, you know you are the queen of my heart

I''ll always look back as I walk away
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain
When I''ve found my way back to your arms again
But until that day, you know you are the queen of my heart

Oh yeah, you''re the queen of my heart
No matter how many years it takes
I''ll give it all to you, oh yeah
Oh yes you are the queen of my heart~~

Chopsticks Day

Today is Chopsticks Day and sb's birthday while i am listening to the song sung by Taylor Swift 《you belong with me》,i have forgotten the significance of this day because more than 8 months' s gossips ,stalking and cursing have left me nothing but anger.

i don't think i will believe in anybody besides my parents and the everlasting friends,especially i hold the belief that every pain can be cured as time passes by and some emotions are just floating clouds, thus i won't care about how others think. it's none of their business, isn't it?

however ,it is so serious that some people don't ever go away nthat i almost wanna kill them , it is true! i think they must under arrest while they think i am just a toy, a lnicittle girl they can easily play with. i have no right to say somebody that you're a playboy but i can just say you're a hentai! ...............but within these years i can conclude that no matter how i am disappointed with someone, there's nothing stuff ,

kare wa nai na ktou wa ,atashi wa kanashii de sabishii desu. ichinen kan ni watashi wa iroiro no koto ga omoimashita.jizuwa honto no koi wa nai,zenzen desu. shiawasewo gnji jianai,demo kotoshi arubaito no o kane ga aru gara, chyoto tanoshii dayo,sorewa jibun no shinjidda, tashiga raigatsu no san nichi atashi nichyoni sai ni nanimasuyo~~~(*^▽^*) are? uso! biggurishita!

shojiou wa naiyo ,onan desu yo , lady desu!!!(((゜д゜;)

ashita wa haha no danjobi desu, ogasan ni subarashii na kaban ga agemashita, soreni watashi ne,chisana no yume ga arimasu,arubaito ga ganbarou! okane ga hoshii, shiawase ga hoshii yo! kamisama ,tasukete! atashi inori masuyo ! rainen ga motto atatakai da y o !o ne gai shi masu! namae ga shiranai na hito ,yoroshikune~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!