I'm just not ready to get married.
I pretty much dun give a fudge whether who or whom want me to marry.
Why would I tie myself up?
Can't see a single positive attribute about getting married...
Responsibilities, commitment, stress and pressures...I can't see any good thing about getting married.
It's just a paper. Paper forbidding you to do what you want and go where you want to go.
It's not like the man is going to love me more because we are married, he's not going to even share any of his assets, life is going to be the same after marriage, maybe worse...
These days I can't watch tv shows I like, decide on what to eat,
What's going to happen after marriage?
No tv for you...no life for you...
There's just nothing at this moment in time that would make me want to get married.
Love is unconditional,
No bargaining needed,
It's not about money...
$7000 for two wedding rings...
You say to me as if I'm expecting a ring over the limits...
I think I would like a ring, if ever I decided to marry, at least of two months salary, around $40,50K not because I'm all about money, it's because you're willing to spend that on a bike...so obviously it's something you can afford...
What a shame that I can only relate money and presents to how much you love me.
At times, when I'm sick, I can feel it...feel the love I want to feel...when you take care of me...
At times I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.
Am I expecting too much?
First year, my birthday was great.
Second year, there already was no birthday.
Just one day in the whole fudging year.
How hard is that?
Maybe I was born to be free,
To live in the moment,
Not be chained down by commitments...
I love you just that much, that I'm willing to let go of everything.
You know I'm so miserable at times.
I have no friends here.
I don't even go out with friends.
Sometimes I just want to quit everything.
It's how tired I am.
I am trying hard to enjoy my life.
I love you so much and I should be happy yet I feel so down.
I'm not ready to marry you.
Though I will try.
Try to enjoy our times together.
You just don't know how long happy moments will last.