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well

I don't have much going on in my daily life these days except work, and I am not willing to write about work. So, I'm just gonna talk to myself.

One of my close friend recently found out that her hubby is seeing someone. The thing is my friend has been seeing someone anyway. She was kindda shocked to know what her hubby was doing, but she seems ok now. They have sweet kids and a new house.

I don't know why I'm writing this, but I guess I'm sort of wondering what family or home really means.

I on the other hand, am pretty stable with my soulmate. I mean I feel quit calm most of the time, even though my situation is not so simple since I am single and my soulmate is not.
And I know this is not going anywhere.
I am sure though that I do need him in my life in many ways.
Only thing is I won't be his family ever. But does it really matter?? since "family" tends to be just surface.
I know married couples would be protected by laws and I would not, but is that so important??

I have a dream to have a kid of someone I love and respect. That will be my soulmate so far. I've been thinking about this for a long time, I need a little more courage.

I really hope your dreams come true with all talents and skills you've got, and I wanna be there by you to share that moments.


sweet dreams

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