I wasnt really sure what I want to do today >__<
but I guess being a kid again is a great idea after all :D
I was sick for like this couple of days T.T
not feeling good :{
so.. yesterday was my graduation day ^^
its not that fun, cause i have to wore that crazy national outfit called 'kebaya'
my picture? oh no, you wouldnt want to see it :A;
I look HORRIBLE ! ! HORRIIIIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (@Д@;) >____________________________< so yeah NO PICTURES D:
well after that, Im so bored over myself :[
last night i text him ..
when im sick.
and i actually cried. BLEH !
I knooooow I shouldnt cried over stupidest thing called "FLU"
but yeah, I wasnt in a good moood and I was touched by his kindness towards me O.O THERE! I SAY IT ! I WAS 'TOUCHED' (=`(∞)´=)
He never... well never change at all (・・。)ゞthats why.. I still love him (*^ー^)ノ
well he doesnt know anyway :D lalala, so I can say it perfectly that I still love him ^^
about my bf Aaron, hmm.. I dont think things cant really worked that well with him.
1. he's younger than me
2. we live thousand miles far from each other
3. he can be such a pain in the ass when he's not in the mood ==;
so yeah, I'll take it. the choice to break up on my mind rite now.
Im still thinking about it :A: hah ~ ~
my friends told me to keeep on stil :< but.. but... idk =_____=:
AH! and have I told you that I dont want to get near kpop anymore. Well its not that I hate it, but really that kind of world its really harsh. I cant keep on those harsh world anymore T^T
the fans, the anti-fans. somthing like that.
I now declare my self to be a more "excepting person"
I promise I wont devoted myself over on thing anymore, because I think they're still a lot of things in this world that I havent know (^人^)
So recently, Im back watching dorama. and of course I never forget my first love : 小池徹平 (こいけ てっぺい)
so yes :D he's my first love of all ^^ before Khun or Shou Alice Nine :D
the first time I fell in love with him is when he play on Water Boys 2 he played as Iwata Iwao kun (*^o^*)and yes, I fell for him. for his adorable-ness. I cant stop loving him since then. Have I told you that hes in a band called WaT ? ^^ yeah he is
he played guitar and sing with Eiji Wentz
THIS IS WaT
well thats all for today, I'll be writing again sooon >< ! ! 私は自分のベストを尽くす! 良いとのありがとうはさよなら ! !