Yesterday I watched the TED speech by Temple Grandin again.
I am impressed a lot as same as before and I feel this always encourages me.
TED speech by Temple Grandin
If you are interested in autism, please watch it!!
Anyway... I wanna know more about her and I wanna learn more what I can do for Dai.
And I notice the change of myself by watching it.
I remember his doctor's words "for autism child it is habilitation, for their parents it is rehabilitation"
I couldn't agree with it then, but I can do now.
I didn't think that I became nervous because of his diagnosis.
I didn't think that I was disappointed by it.
I didn't think that I felt less secure about it.
But now I can say I became nervous, I was disappointed and I felt less secure then.
I didn't cry but maybe I wanted to cry.
Because I didn't imagine how he will be in the future.
I wondered that from now on he will have to face so many difficulties.
And he will be not understood by almost everyone, cry, lose his way...
Now I say those thought are stupid, but I had no idea that secure him then.
I accepted his diagnosis soon but I couldn't accept his life including many difficulties in the future.
That is In a few days after the doctor told his diagnosis.