Sometimes I look into my dreams too much. This morning I woke up and I needed some time to come to my senses. I had a dream about me being on island and realizing that I am in my past and able to change the future (present in rl). I went completely psycho running to everyone on that island and telling them about things that are going to happen. Those where mostly my family and friends. The irony was that the ones I care about the most where too far away from my reach. When I was about to come to them I got shipped to another scenario. Uh. Was I tired in the morning.(・_・;)
It has been raining for four days now. And I am getting sick of it! ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡ I had to spend my birthday inside and I had a nice plan. I don't like seeing my beach like this. Summer is so close. I am waiting patiently.
Till then, lets study hard!(ﾉ_-｡)
I am in the mood for some classical music these days. Beethoven was first on the list. Listening his music made me remember the movie that I watched about him, and then his love letters. I am touched, as always! x
"Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now
and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate
will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am
resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms
and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul
enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so
- You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No
one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must
one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a
wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the
unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be
so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach
goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive
the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our
existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love
me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my
life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the
most faithful heart of your beloved.
