I went playing golf yesterday with my brothers and father. It was my first experience to play golf in the golf course. I could be good at playing golf a little in practice. But in golf course, I couldn't. It was difficult for me to hit the ball toward direction I want to hit in golf course. I felt shocked about that. But I thought of cause I coudn't hit like practice without thinking that I can't do it. Thanks to that, I could feel satisfied finally. I learned if I never be afraid of mistkes, I can catch the hint for success. People are likely to compare themselves to others. It doesn't mean anything. It only causes them to feel dissappointed. I know but I often compare mysef to others and I feel disappointed. If possibe, I don't want to do. I become a nervous when I am in trouble. It causes me to pain. I know it depends on how to think about what happens to me. In spite of that, changing my mind is difficult and take long time. But I should change my mind in spite of taking long time. Actually, I came to think better steadily. I have to keep on my mind. Life is not easy. Even to live simple and clean life is difficult and get lost my mind.
I have a long distance relationship. Because of it, There are sometime the day I can't sleep. I feel pain because I want to see her and date but I can't. But I don't want to break uo with her because of it. We are university students and I can keep contact with her by e-mail or call phone everyday.