its June already . . .
something different
seems a new start ? !
but not sure right now
however
i really think . . .
i should have a brand new life
forget all the old stuff . . .
and included YOU
why ???
can anyone tell me the reason that i am thinking of you until now ?
its terrible
over 5 yrs !?
messy me
why i am too difficult to forget someone and spend a lot to forget them ???
just like Raymond
just something happened and which is similar the past experience
then i can't control myself to bring me back those memories
everything you did for me
in fact, am i crazy ?
did it happen ? or its just my dream
but
i trust those were not only my fantasy
i heard what they said
i did feel it
but why you didnt tell me at that moment ??
then i wont do any stupid things like thinking of you until today
perhaps, the only reason is . . .
i still can't get the truth from you
and
i admit that
i am mean and selfish
just wanna know the answer but didnt care your feeling
hum . . .
sigh . . .
i know its difficult to get the truth from you now
but hopefully, really
i wish i can get the answer someday