autumnbreak

sick days

I knew that severe cough on Thursday was a start to becoming sick !I even took cough medicine, still such a fail. hahaSlept early on Friday, slept till Saturday. Been in bed all day Saturday, didnt eat anything ! -_-Had to throw up in the middle of the night and took some advil medicine.I forgot how it felt like to be sick and Its the worst.I rarely get sick so it sucks to feel this way now.My right side is so sore, i dont know why its my right side only.My leg & arm, so sore !!!! even now I feel it.Im over the headache and dizziness, now its just the bad throat & coughing.I miss eating good ! hahah but I can't taste anything ? I mean everything taste the same.boo -_- and top of that , I am on my period too. worst worst ever ! hahaAll I can taste is lemon, so im drinking lots of hot water with slices of Lemon.Taking more medicine, some antibiotic , i hope i will be back to normal tomorrow.I think Im going to knock out in a bit haha All I wanna do is lay down, but when I do... It is so boring !and my earphone dont work no more so I cant listen to my ipod. haha SUCH BAD LUCK!

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Strawberry baby

Brought fresh Strawberries.So yummy and sweet.Maliyah loves it !my cutie pie with her cutie dimplejust staring at CNBLUE Yonghwa & Jungshin hahahahGOODNIGHT !

JUJeongHYUK

how can he look so young.I feel wrong whenever I post a photo of Minhyuk up.Because my older cousin used to say he looks like Kenneth.Kenneth is my baby cousin, hes actual same age as Minhwan.but HAHAHA I just go EWWWWW please dont compare them ! AHH !So i never posted a photo of Minhyuk on my facebook ever again.Ever since she said that hahaha because that is so wrong.All my friends think Jonghyun is my favorite CNBLUE member.haha I know I know ! its so corny to have favorite member.But I can't help it ! MINHYUK IS TRULY MY #1 in CNBLUE.Ever since I saw them perform before debut, my eyes has alwaysbeen on Minhyuk. I just love soft-hearted boys who likes to clean. ahem.. hahaI just finish watching Juniel interview for MIDEM .I hope she can expand her music into other country too.Seriously though, Juniel can go big ! sweet personality, amazing composer.She makes me love her more and more each day.Honestly I listen to Juniel music everyday.When i watch her or listen to her music, it feels like a part of my dream is with her.I also love guitar , I kind of stop playing for a long time but seeing her playing,it makes me so happy. music makes me happy, Juniel music makes me smile.Hyejeong eye make up is so beautiful.I love this photoshoot.I think its funny when people say Hyejeong can't act.Mostly when they only seen her in FTIsland MV.Thats were it all started hahaha, I feel bad for her.I think shes great in drama though ! Im watching 청담동 앨리스 and shes great there !Im just surprise the differences in FT MV to drama.I dont know...maybe shes just not good in MV acting.but whatever, I have nothing but praises toward Hyejeong.I love her personality , People think she looks mature for her age...but she acts her age, thats all i know ! :)Its time for me to sleep !Im always sleeping late as usual.But these days I wake up early ! Just to check if my mom already left to work or not.After watching THE FNC MAKING, i just wanted to talkabout them.FNC family just seem so humble and realistic.Thats why I love them ! Even the staff member of FNC ENT. Their great people :)oh and I havent wore my staff sweater for a while hahahabut it was cool that happened , I hope to be a part of them again one day.

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my speech

Today I just help clean the house, When I clean the house, it is like a work out. I sweat so much T_T its like being at the SAUNA ! hahamy mom brought fried crab! yum yum . dip it with lemon pepper sauce . Eat with rice of course !ah problem problem, its not a problembut i feel like it is for me. I do not talk much anymore so it has affect my speaking ability .When I am at home, my brother and sister are here too but we are doing our own thinginside our room. So... I barely talk to them ! I mean.. I talk to them but not "conversation" style.And I always speak Khmer with my mom at home.I used to talk to my other friends a lot on skype but not anymore,everyone is working hard and going to school. so I have no one to talk too. I barely hang out with my friends too, when I do it like once a month !!! ahh!When i hang out with my friend, I try to talk a lot but I have nothing to say so its all quiet in the car for a few minute. My sentence structure is so messy, I can't even explain T_Tim just grateful my friend understand me hahahaha.

GOOD FOOD&KARAOKE

소고기 국밥 & 순대Yummy ! with my awesome bestie Jaye Cho! hahawe were craving for some gukbap, so happy we are.went to DING DONG DANGThe worker there sucks! but of coursewe always have fun singing.I love singing so much you know.afterward BOBA duh hahathen Target, I brought Maliyah some Dora The Explorer stuff.got some Taco , the bomb ones.me & Jaye are looking for Leessang concert ticket now.I pray theres cheap ones haha or not, forget it ! ughh.good day ! :)

rainyyyyyy

Its raining all this week.Tonight my cousins suppose to come to visitbut their car battery died. NOT AGAIN !So we decided to go help them start the car.We wanted to take the car but since they live nearby,my brother suggest we can just walk . BAD IDEA ! hahaas soon as we walked, it started to rain a little.When we got to my cousin house, it was raining so hard !oh well... at least i got to play with my baby girl Milla ~!momo need to burrow our car since she has work tomorrow.So her & Daniel walk with us to our house.I didn't know the puddle would built up so quickly. I wore sandal too ! bad idea hahahmy feet got so badly wet from all the puddle on the sidewalk.BOOOOOOOO ! so cold.But it was funny to be with my family walking in the rain.we let my cousin burrow one of our car.The new one though haha since she work far at Disneyland.Can't let her burrow the old one because it might not make it .Anyways, today was a good day.Tomorrow Plan: Hang out with J !Korean food & Karaoke !

whats going on~

I think my mom finally thought it through about moving out of California.Its weird though, is it gonna happen or are we going to change our minds? hahaahh my aunt from Arizona is going to stay with us for a whole month in March !this suck, hahaha becuase Its going to be so annoying.I already know shes going to sleep in my room >< oh great...Anyways about the move to Arizona, we might go after my dad 100 days ceremony.maybe around summer... My mom also thinking of retiring early ! this mean we might move toCambodia sooner than I thought ! which is good news becauseI don't want to live in America anymore >_< .Before that happens though, I want to work and save up money.My brother is traveling this year , lucky him! I think Im traveling next year !I really want to go to Japan !!!!!!!!!! Maybe I can stop there if I also go to Cambodia :)2014 is so long .... but i have no money so we got to work and earn the money.Im going to try to earn money and invest it in Forex, my brother is a traderand he makes a lot of money by trading foreign currency .I dont want to work but its part of life, I will do it ! T_T Im just scare because I never had a real job in my entire life.I did do volunteer work if that counts ! but never earning my own money.I want to visit my friends in Japan (T, K,K N, M) , Korea (Yoogyeong, Hajin, Jaeha) , Europe (Ankie & Lollo) , Singapore (Adlin) & Philippines (Angeli & Calvin) !AND I really want the roadtrip to happen, where CHOCOPIE CREW get to hang out again.gosh I miss you guys a lot! Sarah, Linh, Kelly, Poony ~ hate the fact we all live in the U.Sbut so far away, We need to hang out soon again. Wait for me you guys, lets hang out ! hehe CNBLUE is having a world tour and their going to come to America again.I hope I have money by then... and Im so happy because I know my friends will comedown to watch the concert with me.Why isn't FTISLAND having a world tour ? T_T huhuhu I miss my boys....I have not seen them since last year.. so long. I haven't brought any album for a long time too... Im sorry i cant support you guys hahabut I will soon start buying your album again, wait for me >_< I miss you Minhwan, Hongki, Jaejin, Seunghyun, Jonghun Mostly MINHWAN & SEUNGHYUN, you guys are the best, I love you forever little brothers!

Arizona 2013

Hot even though its winter, on the road to Arizona.Well we stopped at Morongo too. crazy baby shopping in the jungle the mighty jungle ~its sleep time!owwww!~ so cold !Downtown The MillSLICES PIZZA Slickables Ice Cream Sandwichbuying toynice park, but so hot...we stayed Arizona for the weekend, it was okay.too bad michelle gotta work and all.But yeah so much stuff happened, it was just all okay. hahawe ate at RUDY COUNTRY BBQ ,that was good but such small portion.Also ate at i-hop, went to Sonic.ahh same boring stuff. eating eating which is my favorite haha.so funny, she use her baby seat arm handle as a SLIPPER !so hilarious, laughing so hard.

FT,CN,JUNIEL GDA

Congrats to my boys & girl !Im happy they won award.but these days I don't care enough about them winning anything.my fangirl mind is over all of those useless things.For me, I just want to hear their music and that their happy.Winning award is like OH OKAY yay but not something I truly care about anymore.love them forever. CHIC ! looking so handsome and nice and of course BLUE ! hahaYonghwa busy M.C job T_Tthey look so tired ! What is up with Hongki fashion terrorist! eveyone else looks great.oh gosh Hongki, hahaha can he not?everything is bad hahhaha except the shoes. ^-^Seunghyun Pant, Minhwan Shirt got to go ! oh and Jonghun boots ! hahaJUNIEL, the only gorgeous cutie I love ! haha more like she never disappoint me with her fashion.Her dress are so pretty !SO PRETTYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!cute ^^

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CNBLUE - I'm Sorry

ITS OUT ! I laugh at Minhyuk scene,, its so funnyyyyyyy.so cuteeeeeeeee !

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Chalk Pastel

haha oh no the right side is mess up because I use flat Iron to straighten my hair,but not fully straighten it so its like flat & more dead looking.I think the other side looks better because its my natural wavy hair.Overall CHALK = DRY HAIR It was messy, you need to wear glove and having darker hair,I need to spray water on my hair for the color to show up more.All the colors are so pretty.I love Pastel.

Bunny Ears Elastic

I don't know why I brought this when I can simply make it myself. but its so cute right? hahaI just need to buy some wire and I can probably make similar ones to these with pattern and fabric of my choice.Wait for me , I'll make it when I truly have free time ! ^^

CNBlue - Feeling

Right now CNBLUE music is helping me get through all these feelings I have.A flower in the spring, fallen leave in the fall.That is the paradise.A teardrop in my face, beads of sweat in my face.That is the paradise.I am confused. I’m at a nonplus.I am in tears. And tear me down.I am confused. That continues. But I will enjoy those everyday.It’s just a feeling. It’s just a feeling.That is just a faint feeling.It’s just a feeling. It’s just a feeling.Just the feeling changes of mind.I miss every every everything,and anything anything beside my mind.The sun I see only sits in dark space lighting up my world.A flower in the spring, fallen leave in the fall.That is the paradise.A teardrop in my face, beads of sweat in my face.That is the paradise.It’s just a feeling. It’s just a feeling.That is just a faint feeling.It’s just a feeling. It’s just a feeling.Just the feeling changes of mind.I miss every every everything,and anything anything beside my mind.The sun I see only sits in dark space lighting up my world.You miss every every everything,and anything anything beside your mind.The sun you see only sits in dark space lighting up your world.I miss everything, anything beside my mind.A shooting star will light our worlds apart again. Certainly.You miss every every everything,and anything anything beside your mind.The sun you see only sits in dark space lighting up your world.Waiting for a feeling to come, and close your eyes.That will shine your mind.

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The Face Shop Mask

Grapefruit MaskKelly sent me these, thanks to her ! I can't wait to use it.I miss talking to my friends and singing in collab v_vIm excited to try this out.My skin feel so bad these past few month.its time to take care of it !