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My days are pretty fast.

And i have nothing to do with this.

Dongwannie-oppa made my worries... as if i dont have any +___+ I know its stupid, but...if you dont quit, i... i'll do nothing, of course, but you would be not my hero, but my problem. Take care of yourself - is it so hard?

Injured. My legs still in hurt, i hate this so much... looks like they're so fragile and weak... wtf with me?

blah-blah-blah.

i dont know why am i writing. May be cause blank places in dates are confusing me?

good night, guys. Or good morning. Different parts of world confusing me too.

12!

my beloved boys... saranghae ♥♥♥♥♥♥

english is off in my computer again so its kinda pain to write, lol xD

but this pic is EPIC, this oppas are EPIC

love you to death

waiting for complete Shinhwa

mood makers

i don't want to write about Jaebum - i will love this man and this group anyway, no matter what.

but i need some smiles... and rest. Soooo.... SHINHWA TIME! xDDD

omg, Joon xDDDD no, OMG MIRU!!!! xDDDDDDDDDD freakin adorable =33

and two videos, that ALWAYS make me smile...

1.


too loud...

ERIC!! xDDDDDD

2.


so cute... so warm... the best exaple of FRIENDSHIP! some guys need to learn this...


ok, i'm smiling again)))

hate & love

This brainwashing story about Jay... well, its my mood now. I cant think, cant sleep, cant eat, cant do anything good. I see his smile in all these random show... and i just CANT BELIEVE that he is not in 2pm anymore. Jay here, Jay there, Jay's everywhere...... he's lookin at me from the wall infront of me... and i dont know what to do. Useless. Helpless. Walling in sadness ><

Dont want to think about DBSK. AVEX contract with them ends in June... Gooooosh, why? T___T

I'm waiting for my Shinhwa guys happy to love them. Please... no more drama ><

And for more... cant stop thinkin about him ><''''' this was SO REALLY stupid and impulsive... ashhhh, dammit friends should stay friends. Now im fuckin understand that he is the most calming person for me and that it was great, but... but no. I want my Jay back. Nothing else.

stupid post....

my Jaebumie....

...he is not dead, Mel, stfu. ...but pain is almost the thing i can touch.
pray for him. Pray for boys, who have more pain than we do...
This is not right and not fair AT ALL.

...this fatal love was like poison right from the start... dammit.

keep leaves

Listening Shin HyeSung... Calming down.

It was not my story. It was not my music, not my world... these people were no one for me. Who is DBSK, 2pm, Big Bang & SuJu, WHATAFUCK?! Small korean boys, living in thousand miles from me, WHY do i care?!

All jrock troubles were in Jasmine death. Now i have such a variety! Oh, Tohoshinki can disband. Oh, Jay is not going to comeback. Oh, JiYong can go to jail. Oh, Hanny can never be in SuJu. Thanx a lot, блять.

This is NOT fair.

Ok, 2pm's Junsu is sick. Now. What else? JYP fanmeeting will bring us mental death? I dont want to know, i dont even want to hear it. Shut this voice up ><''''

I need some warm. I need some really GOOD news. I dont need these empty consolations like "everything will be ok" or what - i need confidence. I dont want to wake up one day and hear: "Tohoshinki? eeeh... Oo who is it? O_o iwas it a band?" or "Who is Jay? 2pm is six! "

Bring me back my k-happiness... bring me back my boys.

done for now.