this man is just awesome!
today....it´s the birthday of the person who is called my father.
i don´t have any contact since 8 years...
he is alcoholic...and had chosen it. not the family he had.
i can´t forget him. he has grown me up for 12 years.
but i will never forgave him for that.
it kinda makes me sad right now.... i had to think of him.
how could a father chose the alcohol and not his own child?
i will never understand it...
mhh..
i hope my mood will be better when plushi is here.
she will stay here till saturday,so i´m not alone at evening.
my mother has to go to hospital today.
it´s not bad,it´s just a medical investigation. she has it every 3 month
so i´m used to it ^ ^
okay,all for today i guess,see ya tomorrow
bye
i don´t have any contact since 8 years...
he is alcoholic...and had chosen it. not the family he had.
i can´t forget him. he has grown me up for 12 years.
but i will never forgave him for that.
it kinda makes me sad right now.... i had to think of him.
how could a father chose the alcohol and not his own child?
i will never understand it...
mhh..
i hope my mood will be better when plushi is here.
she will stay here till saturday,so i´m not alone at evening.
my mother has to go to hospital today.
it´s not bad,it´s just a medical investigation. she has it every 3 month
so i´m used to it ^ ^
okay,all for today i guess,see ya tomorrow
bye