25 facts about me

well since uru and kou started this,i thought of doing it too （笑）

so here we go!

1. my mother and my friends are most important to me!
2. besides them,music is the second!
3. i´m a very direct person and i always say what i think
4. because of this,i hurt many people,so well i would say i´m kinda complicated,
5. outside the internet i´m a very shy person.
6. i can´t trust people easily,because of some stuff,what happened in my past
7.it´s easy to hurt me
8. i´m a very lonely person,so i got used to write "texts" which often are similar to lyrics.
9. i love cats! in my past,i was bitten by a dog,since then i don´t like them anymore
10. i love to sing and many people said,that i have a beautiful voice,but i´m too shy to sing infront of many people
11. i lost a very important friend and it still bothers me.
12. i don´t have any contact to my father since 8 years.
13. i´m often depressed when something bad happens in my life.
14. i hate being called cute!
15. i always listen to my friends problems and don´t care about myself.
16. i always try to be a good friend
17. i´ve never had a real relationship with a boy
18. i´m bisexuell
19. someday i want to speak japanese fluently!!!!
20. one day i want to visit japan!
21. sometimes i hate to be german.
22. sometimes i pretend my real feelings,because i don´t want my friends to worry about me
23. i often hate myself
24. i love to cuddle,hug and to kiss people i like!
25. i don´t want to marry.


（笑）

i hope you liked it *lol*

now thinking about this again,i have more than 25 things which i could say about me,but well

maybe i will do such a test etc again one day haha

mhhh telling a bit from my life now,there isn´t really something

i still need to get a part-time job till my education next year.

my mother feels not good a the moment ;; i hope her doctor could do more!

i still feel kinda lonely...

but i´m looking forward to my future! ^^

i won´t give up and always continue fighting!

じゃあ～

またね！＾・＾

new text!!!

because of that i feel very lonely,sad and clumsy,i took around 20 minutes to write a complete new text.

now i sadly feel the same way,but i want to show you the text.

enjoy <3


君の歌

Time has come and everything changed.
My turn was to fight for it.
Your turn were to reply.

Everything has come to an end.
I don´t know why..
I don´t know which mistakes i made..
I don´t know when you changed so much...or was it just,i didn´t really knew you?

Now it´s to accept.
I thought that i need you,but at least i saw that YOU needed me.
Now you go through your life without me.

It´s the best for you,I know.
I just wished,that there had been i sign before..

I´m livin' my life in my own little world.
I don´t know what´s going on with you,but just to let you know...

I wish you all the best for the future!!! <3
Maybe we will see each other again one day.

Goodbye my lovely friend.


that´s it! see you tomorrow

byebye

Death Note

in 2 hours i will watch with my mother....THIS!



i´m kinda excited how the movie will be!

we watch the movie at home,because my mother bought it!

after watching the movie,i will be online again

byebye